Whysitgottabeme

Status: No Room For Nothing
Joined: December 7, 2017
Last Seen: 1 week
Birthday: March 7
user id: 400931
Location: In a bipolar state.
Gender: F
~I'm existant in this life, but am i living it? 
~Been heartbroken before by relationships, family, friends, and myself.
~I am my own enemy. (December 7, 2017)
~Everything on my page is original unless said otherwise 💕
~~This page is starting to become a diary...

~~This page has slowly started becoming a "safe-keeping" page for me as the things i post delete where they originally came from.
 
Hey, this is just a bit about me:
1. Gender: Female.
2. Age: 17
3. Fave Color: Green, any light shade or a neon.
4. First impressions don't really matter to me, but Second impressions do, the most.

5. My trust issues are somewhat through the roof, If we're being honest here.
 
Out with the old, In with the new 

Pfp not mine

I've had an account before this one..back in 2012 (December 21, 2012) and the whole reason i posted was so i could edit my stardoll presentation 😂 but ya know, check who I am following to see my old account.. LuffinAnimeslikechuluffme CRINGE WARNING it's soooo bad eeeeek



Quotes by Whysitgottabeme

Canadian Babe❤ 12:00 AM
 
 
Dear(my name), This past month has been the best month of my life and i wouldn’t wanna spend this 1 month with anyone else💜You literally make everyday better when i’m talking to you because you make me the happiest person. It kills me that i cant be with you in person everyday because all i want to do is to be able to kiss you and be with you everyday😘 There is no one in the world id rather be with over you because you are the most amazing, beautiful, caring, funny, cutest girl in the world. Being able to call you mine is the best thing in the world because you make everything better. You are the one person I go to talk to if i’m ever feeling down because I know you would give your honest opinion about everything. I cant not talk to you for like more than an hour because id probs go insane. Basically I’m saying is that I need you in my life because life without you wouldn’t be the same. We’ve been through ups and downs in our relationship and it’s normal to fight because we’re not always gonna get along although i wish we did. So che posso essere molto testardo e vago quando parliamo di come mi sento, ma alla fine ti dirò tutto proprio come se fossi in grado di parlarti delle mie cicatrici. Mi ci vuole solo del tempo per aprirmi su quella roba.(I know i can be very stubborn and vague when it come to talking about how i feel but eventually i will tell you everything just like was able to tell you about my s. It just takes time for me to open up about that stuff) One day i really hope we will be to meet so that you can see me play hockey so i can smile at you every time i score a goal and so you can wear my jersey. Anyways im ranting now just so i can make it longer so im gonna stop now😂 Je t’aime tellement ( i love you a lot) A tous les jours je réveille excité de parler a toi toute la journée❤️ (everyday i wake up excited to talk to you all day) Sei mio per sempre (you are my forever). J’espère que on peut être ensemble pour un longtemps parce que je ne sais pas quoi faire sans vous💓🔒(i hope we will be together for a longtime because i dont know what i’d do without you) J’aimerais être avec toi pour cette journée mais c’est correcte🙁🙂 (i’d love to spend the day with you but its okay). Ce mois passé a été le meilleur mois de ma vie et je t'aime tellement pour ça❤️(this past month has been the best month of my life and i love you so much for that) Happy 1 Month I love you❤️❤️
6/10/18 12:00 am
6/7/18 

ITS MY BEAUTIFUL NIECE'S AND ONE OF MY BEST GUY FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY AND BOYYO
"Shhh"     5.10-12.16     6.5.18

Danger Ahead, 
feeling dead.
"I'm fine"
I said.
And you believed me.
I see...
Its the words you pay attention to, 
not the eyes.
Tears stream down..
I'm falling from this breakdown.
Nervous and scared,
I quietly stared
into the night sky,
waiting for these tears to dry.
~ I'm slowly starting to realize I come to witty whenever something is wrong...My page is becoming so depressed...it's not helping~
6.4.2018 

Canadian Babe❤ 11:20 PM
 
 
(My full-ish name), you are the girl i fell in love with through a screen on a childhood game at first i know you didn't believe me because you didn't think you would fall in love with a Canadian boy nearly across the continent. But ever since we started talking again i immediately realized that i was crazy for you madly in love and i would've told you sooner but i couldn't find the words to even form sentences when talking to you. When you asked for my number i literally freaked out because i was like no way is she actually asking me this. When we started talking through text i began to learn more about you and i fell more and more in love with you every second we talked. Frankly i was planning to ask you out like way before i did, but i had to know if you were okay having a long distance relationship and if you were in love with me or if you loved me at all. (my first name) you mean the world to me and im so happy that i met you because you make me smile everyday even though i seem mad a lot im usually smile even when im mad because i cant help but smile when im talking to the girl i love the most im the world❤️ Tu es mon monde. Personne ne peut jamais être aussi incroyable et je t'aime tellement pour ça❤️🔒(You are my world. No one can ever be this amazing and i love you so much for that)
Canadian Babe❤ 11:20 PM
 
 
its not as long as yours but its the best i can do with my french brain

6/1/18 7:49pm

No, don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed.
Don't tell me I'm going back to my old self,
don't tell me I'm going back to what I used to do that wasn't good for me.
Don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed!!!
I thought I was okay...
Am I not?
Thank you for being ok, at least in the slightest
~Where did things go wrong?~
~it's fine, i'm not expecting you to do anything, you don't need to. i just needed to say something. Sucks to see a friend drown and not know why~
"Istg if you're messing with me"
....
"i'm not, but we can pretend like i am"
....
"no, our friendship and your life isn't a joke to me, so i'm not going to pretend."


please, let it be a joke.
If it is, i'd be relieved,
but also terrified asf.
I can't handle something like this.
You have no idea how much you mean to me.
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