~I'm existant in this life, but am i living it? ~Been heartbroken before by relationships, family, friends, and myself. ~I am my own enemy. (December 7, 2017) ~Everything on my page is original unless said otherwise 💕 ~~This page is starting to become a diary...
~~This page has slowly started becoming a "safe-keeping" page for me as the things i post delete where they originally came from.
Hey, this is just a bit about me:
1. Gender: Female.
2. Age: 17
3. Fave Color: Green, any light shade or a neon.
4. First impressions don't really matter to me, but Second impressions do, the most. 5. My trust issues are somewhat through the roof, If we're being honest here.
Out with the old, In with the new
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I've had an account before this one..back in 2012 (December 21, 2012) and the whole reason i posted was so i could edit my stardoll presentation 😂 but ya know, check who I am following to see my old account.. LuffinAnimeslikechuluffme CRINGE WARNING it's soooo bad eeeeek
Quotes by Whysitgottabeme
Dear(my name), This past month has been the best month of my
life and i wouldn’t wanna spend this 1 month with anyone
else💜You literally make everyday better when i’m
talking to you because you make me the happiest person. It
kills me that i cant be with you in person everyday because all
i want to do is to be able to kiss you and be with you
everyday😘 There is no one in the world id rather be with
over you because you are the most amazing, beautiful, caring,
funny, cutest girl in the world. Being able to call you mine is
the best thing in the world because you make everything better.
You are the one person I go to talk to if i’m ever
feeling down because I know you would give your honest opinion
about everything. I cant not talk to you for like more than an
hour because id probs go insane. Basically I’m saying is
that I need you in my life because life without you
wouldn’t be the same. We’ve been through ups and
downs in our relationship and it’s normal to fight
because we’re not always gonna get along although i wish
we did. So che posso essere molto testardo e vago quando
parliamo di come mi sento, ma alla fine ti dirò tutto
proprio come se fossi in grado di parlarti delle mie cicatrici.
Mi ci vuole solo del tempo per aprirmi su quella roba.(I know i
can be very stubborn and vague when it come to talking about
how i feel but eventually i will tell you everything just like
was able to tell you about my s. It just takes time for me to
open up about that stuff) One day i really hope we will be to
meet so that you can see me play hockey so i can smile at you
every time i score a goal and so you can wear my jersey.
Anyways im ranting now just so i can make it longer so im gonna
stop now😂 Je t’aime tellement ( i love you a lot) A
tous les jours je réveille excité de parler a toi
toute la journée❤️ (everyday i wake up excited to
talk to you all day) Sei mio per sempre (you are my forever).
J’espère que on peut être ensemble pour un
longtemps parce que je ne sais pas quoi faire sans
vous💓🔒(i hope we will be together for a longtime because
i dont know what i’d do without you) J’aimerais
être avec toi pour cette journée mais c’est
correcte🙁🙂 (i’d love to spend the day with you but
its okay). Ce mois passé a été le meilleur
mois de ma vie et je t'aime tellement pour
ça❤️(this past month has been the best month of my
life and i love you so much for that) Happy 1 Month I love
And you believed me.
Its the words you pay attention to,
not the eyes.
Tears stream down..
I'm falling from this breakdown.
Nervous and scared,
I quietly stared
into the night sky,
waiting for these tears to dry.
(My full-ish name), you are the girl i fell in love with
through a screen on a childhood game at first i know you
didn't believe me because you didn't think you would
fall in love with a Canadian boy nearly across the continent.
But ever since we started talking again i immediately
realized that i was crazy for you madly in love and i
would've told you sooner but i couldn't find the
words to even form sentences when talking to you. When you
asked for my number i literally freaked out because i was
like no way is she actually asking me this. When we started
talking through text i began to learn more about you and i
fell more and more in love with you every second we talked.
Frankly i was planning to ask you out like way before i did,
but i had to know if you were okay having a long distance
relationship and if you were in love with me or if you loved
me at all. (my first name) you mean the world to me and im so
happy that i met you because you make me smile everyday even
though i seem mad a lot im usually smile even when im mad
because i cant help but smile when im talking to the girl i
love the most im the world❤️ Tu es mon monde. Personne ne
peut jamais être aussi incroyable et je t'aime
tellement pour ça❤️🔒(You are my world. No one
can ever be this amazing and i love you so much for that)
its not as long as yours but its the best i can do with my
No, don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed.
Don't tell me I'm going back to my old self,
don't tell me I'm going back to what I used to do that
wasn't good for me.
Don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed!!!
I thought I was okay...
Am I not?