~I'm existant in this life, but am i living it? ~Been heartbroken before by relationships, family, friends, and myself. ~I am my own enemy. (December 7, 2017) ~Everything on my page is original unless said otherwise 💕 ~~This page is starting to become a diary...
~~This page has slowly started becoming a "safe-keeping" page for me as the things i post delete where they originally came from.
Hey, this is just a bit about me:
1. Gender: Female.
2. Age: 18
3. Fave Color: Green, any light shade or a neon.
4. First impressions don't really matter to me, but Second impressions do, the most. 5. My trust issues are somewhat through the roof, If we're being honest here.
Out with the old, In with the new
Pfp not mine
I've had an account before this one..back in 2012 (December 21, 2012) and the whole reason i posted was so i could edit my stardoll presentation 😂 but ya know, check who I am following to see my old account.. LuffinAnimeslikechuluffme CRINGE WARNING it's soooo bad eeeeek
I messed up, yeah I know.
You seek punishment, but the thing is...
You don't know how low i'm willing to go.
To you, I make mistakes.
To me, They're my lifes-worth desires.
I can't stop...
And I won't stop.
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Guess everything I am is a mistake too.
Young & Foolish, that seems to be the way.
I was "stupid".
I've been asked why
i'm so afraid all the time.
I tell them this truth:
I try to believe in good,
I tried to believe in happiness,
love,
REALITY.
But i've always believed in
failure, nightmares, worst possiblities, etc.
Because you don't always expect so much.
~Dating gives us a chance to experience some new people
and new feelings. I don't think it's a waste of time. We learn
from what we do, or what others are capable of. It opens our
eyes.~
You notice the little details I place.
Out of nowhere,
Out of space.
I find it cute,
I find it adorable.
It's no wonder
you're found so lovable.
There's a million things
I like about you.
There's a million things
I want to do with you.
Tell me you like it here.
So I won't have anything to fear.
Though, I know you'll leave.
And this time I'll let it be.