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 your 5
you think "how come he gets that and not me?!"
you are amuzed by the simplest things.
that big swirly lollypop is the only thing you want to eat.

your 10
all you want is to be the big tall pretty teenager.
you want to go outside anytime of the day when ever.
you dont want to take a shower because its a waste of time.
you dont want to go to bed its to early.
you think about what you can do to have a great teenager life.

your 13
you think how much you wish you were ten.
that big tall pretty teenager you think is just a figment of your imagination
you want to take a shower when ever you can because its a escape.
you want to go to bed as soon as you get home from school because your just exausted.
you pick up that pretty little razor acrossed the room and it makes all the ddiffrence.
you dont understand what happened to your great teenager life you planed.

 your 16
your ready to go party your @$$ off because your done with what the world has given you.
your geting into drugs and alchol because it does everything the world cant do for you.
you went from wanting to eat that lollypop at 3 to eating nothing at all.
you cant afford any callories because in the mirror even a drop makes a huge diffrence.
that party your going to?
well theres this hot guy there and you would do anything to get his attention and make him happy.
guess what? now your pregnet

 your 18
look what you've done? 
you made it through highschool with a baby.
you made it through all the friend lose and gain.
all the fights with your parents
all the fights with your teachers
all the fights with that hot guy talking about the baby
you made it.

your 21
hey look!
you can now legally drink.
and of course you do.
and you get drunk every night.
and your baby now 5, sees it.
do you remeber what life was like for you when you were 5?

your 25
you finally meet the man of your dreams.
hes all you ever wanted 
and you think finally the world is treating me right!
your baby isnt a baby anymore.
shes 8.
and shes going to be your flower girl in your weding.

your 30.
your life is perfect.
you have a big house.
a loving family.
a good paying job.
every thing is going great!
but you took your daughter too a docters appointment 
you find out she has cancer.

your 40
your daughter has been battling cancer for 10 years
your husband and you get another job to pay the bills
you start drinking alot more than before to take the pain away
you cant handle this you think.
you ask hy does the world have to be so cruel to me?

your 45
your siting next to your daughter after her last treatment.
your crying.
your daughter says mommy?
and you reply yes?
and she tells you 
mommy, i remeber ever sence i was 5 you drank.
you drank because you didnt like your life.
you thought it was unfair.
you didnt like life so tryed to escape.
mommy, please know how special you are.
you have a great life.
your beautiful.
if you didnt go threw what you went threw i wouldnt be here.
you made me stronger also mommy.
your my hero mommy.
you dont have cancer, your lucky mommy
you have a great life,
i love you...
please stop drinking for me.....

your 50
visiting your daughters grave
you say
honey?
i stoped.
im clean.....
if you didnt tell me that i wouldnt be here right now....
thank you....
you are my hero
i love you....

your 85
laying down in your bed
as your eyes slowly close
you think i love my life...
you whisper
honey?
 i made it.





 

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it just sorta...

happened.
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