WithNoRehearsal

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Joined: December 6, 2011
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in life, there are no rehearsals, so make it count

i could tell you a story, about how terrible things are for me;
but i wont, beause they're not.
sure, i have lows but without them there would be no highs.
this account is for venting

i've just been feeling a little lost lately, like i'm broken and i dont know why. i'm not particually pretty, clever or at all talented, i'm just me..bit dissapointing really.
i know this account is viewed by alot of people who may know me, but i ask them to please not judge me by this, like i said, this is for venting..this might help someone, but then again it might not, whatevs i'll be okay,

Quotes by WithNoRehearsal

do you get enjoyment out of making me feel so worthless?

everybody is going to have bad days
and it's so important that we support eachother through them
because when it's your turn to cry,
you'll need someone to be there for you.
sometimes i think about ringing or texting you.
i have every intention of telling you everything,
like i need to tell someone..
but then i remember it's no importance to you,
infact, if anything its probably a burden,
like a chore.
so i put the phone down.
i don't know who i can tell who will understand,
who won't judge me on this one,
who will just listen.






maybe one day i'll fade away
so i wont be able to bring people down
or soak up attention that isnt mine to have
maybe one day, i'll leave it all behind

 

i think it would just be nice if maybe you could ask me if i was okay
and not too keep the conversation going,
but because you're worried about me,
and you care enough to listen to the real answer

nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.
nothing's wrong.

maybe if i believe it,
you will too.
i am sorry that i'm not 5'6
i am sorry i'm not size 6
i am sorry my legs are fat
i am sorry my skin's pale
i am sorry my eyes are small
i am sorry i'm not clever
i am sorry i'm not individual
i am sorry i'm not funny
i am sorry that i'm ugly
and i am very truly sorry,
that i am me






i refuse to feel anything at all
refuse to slip, refuse to fall
can't be weak, can't stand still
 i'll watch my back because no one else will