you know what's sad...
is that i come off as a really indecisive person.
i usually say i dont know what i want. however, 98%
of the time, i know exactly what i want. but,
because of the pressure of every one around me...
i feel like i have to be careful on what i say. it seems like
ill be judged right away, if i tell them exactly what i want.
it's easier to just let someone decided for you.