today . . . i talked to him.
i texted everyone in my contacts something, & HE replyed.
we had the best conversation we have had in months. the first
conversation in a while. hes on a plane right now. comeing
back from Florida. this Spring, hes going to be back on my
soccer team . . . because my couch picked the players. its
going to be like this passed Fall when we were on the same
team, & fell for eachother. maybe everything will go back
to normal. we laughed in texts today . . . he made smily
faces, & so did i :) i probably sound like a fool. but it
made me so happy to finnaly talk to him & to know he
still cares :)
Well this is it. Im going to be
completely honest.
I wish it was back to being you & me, & Megan &
Chase. I miss those times. I miss Nightmare New England,
takeing walks at night, watching scary movies in Megans
bacement, our first kiss was in her bacement, & I miss
that too, I miss our soccer games, I miss useing your
sweatshirt at the games when I got cold cause it was rainy, I
miss you comeing over, & cuddling on Megans couch, the
movies, your sweatpants cause you never wore jeans, the way
you kissed my cheek, I miss you voice always cracked because
it was so cute, I miss how when I pulled away you would pull
me back, I miss how you would make fun of me, & I would
make fun of you. I miss how you would push me in front of
cars as a joke, then pull me back super fast. I miss that. I
miss you. I miss them. I miss us.
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9.2.11 baby
I am
so happy,
That people are opening up
here.
It warms my heart to know that I
didn't make
this Wity for nothing.
You can
always feel safe, and
comfortable
here, you will not
be judged. All of you are
beautiful,
and so strong.
I'm so happy
you're here
today, and feel
good enough to
let it out.
I love you all,
always
remember that,
and stay
strong, there
are people who
care about you,
and are happy
you're alive
today, you will
triumph over
these pains, and problems.
You will
make it ♥
The butterfly project:
The butterfly project was something created to
help and encourage self-harmers to stop
cutting.
RULES:
1. When you feel like you want to cut,
take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm
or hand.
2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really
wants you to get better.
3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it
off.
4. If you cut before the butterfly is gone, you’ve killed
it. If you dont cut, it lives.
5. If you have more than one butterfly, cutting kills all of
them.
6. Another person may draw them on you. These butterflies are
extra special. Take good care of them.
7. Even if you don’t cut, feel free to draw a butterfly
anyways, to show your support. If you do this, name it after
someone you know that cuts or is suffering right now, and tell
them. It could help.
Try to get this to the top quotes so every one of your witty
sisters can see it.
Copy and paste this for everyone to see.
Youre all beautiful.
btw, I didn't make this. Just showing my support.