Thank you everyone ♥ Im trying my hardest. But everyone hates me. The guy im still in love with, likes another girl. I lost two of my bestfriends. I keep cutting myself, so deep now. I used to be scared to cut, but now im bleeding. My wrists have scars. I started crying this morning before school, because I was scared everyone would ignore me, because im loseing friends left and right. I have two really good friends right now. Only one of them knows what im going through. She trys to help. But its hard for her too, when she dosen't completely understand what im going through. I wrote a suicide note. I planned to run away. I almost took to many pills. It keeps getting worse. Whats next?...