I wonder who started the whole
rip off every petal of a flower and say "he loves me, he
loves me not" until they're all gone. And how did that
even catch
on....?
What
i think in math:
"How is that even the answer"
"Yes! I got it right. oh. Nevermind"
"Stop answering questions. Show
off"
" ....And, what job am i going to need
this for?" What i
think in reading:
"How do you NOT know how to say
that word?"
"Im not the author, so why are
you asking me what he/she
meant by saying
that?"
"I dont think knowing why a character in a story did what
they did is going to help me in life."
.Okay, So There is this boy...Well, hes not "just" a
boy, he is the most perfect boy to me, and im in love with him.
We've recently have had problems. And at first, i couldnt
understand why this had to happen to me. Because for ONCE, i was
actually happy. He made me SO happy...But now, i think i
understand why this happened. Its because i wasnt good enough for
him, and i didnt give him the love he deserved. And i was being
so selfish. But now i realize... And i wish i could re-do it all.
But i cant. And im not sure if i will ever be able to talk to
this boy again. But you know what? Im starting to grow okay with
that.Because he dserves the best. And no matter what, i want him
to be happy. Whether that means i am with him or not. Dont get me
wrong, i want to be with him though. And even though hes not with
me right now, like i want him to be, thats okay. Because he was
there for me, when i needed him the most. And i owe him a lot for
that. Because just thinking about all the things he said to me,
helps me get by <3This boy saved me. And changed my life for
the better. 11.29.11 Forever and always <3 FAVE THIS IF YOU
THINK I DESERVE HIM, THIS
TIME <3
So Ill Sing, A Melody And Hope To God Shes Listening, Sleeping
Softly While I Sing. And Ill Be, your memories. Your lullaby for
all the times, hoping that my voice could get it right
<3