Chapter
1
I realized a pet peeve in the past few
days; people who automatically hate/dislike you. This happened to
me, I never had a conversation with this person but yet they can
ahead of time judge me. Saying things that make you feel better,
cause your putting others down. There is really no reason to hate
before knowning someone but it happens all the time. This one
person that struck this topic to me, did this & i have no
reason at all why it effected me so much. Maybe I got tired of
people doing it, or maybe the fact theres no reason for her to
feel this hate or resenment towards me. Saying things about me,
in front of me to other people may make you feel powerful &
bigger then me, but really I feel sorry for you, because you live
life putting people doen to build yourself up. No matter how much
i want to change I am me, & I actually wouldn't even change
for you, because I'd rather be hated for who I am then loved for
what I'm not. Why should I live up to the expectations of people
who are shallow enough to do such a thing. & I'm happy to say
I will never change no matter how many people like you come along
because ...
I AM ME ! ( :