X0vanessamarieX0

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Quotes by X0vanessamarieX0

   A drop in the ocean ,                                                     *
a change in the weather i was praying that you and me might

            *      end up together  
                              *

i've gone through so much for you
&& i feel like you don't even appreciate it.

 





not pretty but i need to vent.

                      you stole my heart
give it back to me,
               king of thieves.

 you played the games
that i thought you were through with

You don't need to read this..but i've been thinking about it too much lately so i needed to let it out. it's nothing pretty or special but i just want to get everything off of my chest. it's about a boy, obviously who i was just crazy for but then things changed and thats just life...
when i first met you, i honestly never would have thought you would become so important to me. we started off as just friends, then i called you my bestfriend..but then my feelings started changing.. you flirted with me so much, everyone told me you were always trying to get my attention and impress me. you tried so hard. && then i started liking you..a little more than anyone would have thought, including myself. we flirted..a lot and hungout..a lot. i met your parents && you met mine.
i was so comfortable around you, i never felt the way i did with you with anyone else.
and then s h e came back, but you told me you didn't care about her anymore..i was scared, but i trusted you..too much i guess because s h e came back again..and you left me. you told me you wouldn't leave me. i even gave you another chance to think about it but you already had your mind made. i was just a stupid girl who just should have listened to her heart. &&  honestly i don't regret anything because you made me happy. it may have been for a short amount of time but you made me really happy. you made me laugh. you made me comfortable in my own skin. yes, i still look back at what we used to be sometimes, but everything happens for a reason. i still cry once in a while, only because when i was upset i would always turn to you to make my day better or cheer me up and now when i feel alone or scared or need somewhere to go your not there, your no longer an option anymore. i have no one to turn to right now. i miss the feeling i had when we were together. you made everything better but we're over. i wish i could say that i'm completely over you..but i'm not. i'm trying to accept the fact that we were never supposed to last and i'm actually doing okay. i realized that your just a stupid boy who came into my life to make me stronger. i'm doing fine without you, knowing that your with her all the time and she's the one you think of that makes you happy now. it sucks for me but you especially, because you lost something pretty damn great and now i can go find someone who i actually deserve..someone better than you.


i thought you were my hero?
turns out your a no show..

baby,
don't go breaking
my heart

sometimes,  *
i wish i would wake up and this will all just be a bad dream
 

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 iwasbornthisway
 

i just need summer