XXXscrewdup_luverXXX

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Just some screwed up, depressed guy that nobody cares about.

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THE END BY BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE


Your hair reminds me of a time when were we once were
Your fingernails that marked my back now rot in earth
The sheets we slept in blew away, and now the storm is over
The taste of you inside my mouth remains, but still I'm hearing

There's no love, everybody's crying
There's no truth, everyone's misguided

And now the end is here!
There's no more pills to swallow
The bitter taste I feel, won't lead me to tomorrow

Your scent reminds me of a place we used to go
The kisses placed upon my neck show signs of, no return!
The bed we f***ed in, smells the same, and now the the stench is fading
The taste of you inside my mouth remains but still I'm hearing

There's no love, everybody's crying
There's no truth, everyone's misguided

And now the end is here!
There's no more pills, to swallow!
The bitter taste I feel, won't lead me to, tomorrow!

Cries for anger,
Lies for power
Fighting for nothing, is what you were born for
Cries for anger,
Lies for power
Fighting for nothing, is what you were born for

AHH!

YAAH!

Cries for anger,
Lies for power
Fighting for nothing, is what you were born for
Cries for anger,
Lies for power
Fighting for nothing, is what you were born, for!
So I stood there
wind rushing past my face
looking back on my life
all those pitiful years of disgrace
and I close my eyes
I take a deep breath
I jump from the ledge
and let gravity do the rest
and as I am freefalling
I really start to wonder
after death, what comes next?
a darkened plane of thunder?
I do not think for long though
for the ground is almost here
and as it comes ever closer
I find I have no fear
sky goes black
heart begins to race
the light is too bright
I have to look away
sky goes red
fire on my face
wasteland of white hot ashes
blood all over the place
burning...
as I look around
burning...
no one else is here
burning...
and for the very first time
burning...
my heart is full of fear
burning...
as the fire licks my body
burning...
I wonder to myself
burning...
am I the only one here?
burning...
am I the only one left?
burning...
and as I stand here
burning...
searing to the bone
burning...
I finally realize
burning...
I am doomed to walk alone.
As I Lay here
Being tossed around
Inthis twisted torrent
Of blood and regret
I ask myself
What's this life for?

As I lay here
Blankly staring at
This twisted torrent
Of lies and broken promises
I ask myself
Will I ever wake up?

As I lay here
Bleeding and suffering
In this twisted torrent
Of tears no one will wipe away
I ask myself
When will this all end?

As I lay here
Broken
Inside this twisted torrent
Of Deciet and betrayal
I ask myself
Have I found a way out?

As I lay here
Aimlessly wandering
In this twisted torrent
Of silent, painful screams
I ask myself
Do I deserve her?

As I lay here
Dying inside
This twisted torrent
Of mistakes and broken hearts
I ask myself
Can she really be this perfect?

As I stand here
Having triumphantly over come
All of these twisted torrents
I turn to the one who
Helped me through them and say
I love you.
What do you do when you think there's nothing left?
What do you do when you're not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you feel like you've never felt?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you snap and say the wrong thing?
What do you do when you realize the pain you bring?
What do you do when you find an angel's severed wing?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?

What do you do when our world's coming to an end?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when there is nothing in your wallet to spend?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you hear the sudden death tone?
What do you do when you're really searing to the bone?
What do you do when you find out that you're all alone?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?

What do you do when you're angry at the one you love?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you know you'll never be above?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you're finished having all your fun?
What do you do when everything you've had is gone?
What do you do when you realize your life is done?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you think there's nothing left?
What do you do when you're not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you feel like you've never felt?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you snap and say the wrong thing?
What do you do when you realize the pain you bring?
What do you do when you find an angel's severed wing?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when our world's coming to an end?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when there is nothing in your wallet to spend?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you hear the sudden death tone?
What do you do when you're really searing to the bone?
What do you do when you find out that you're all alone?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you're angry at the one you love?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you know you'll never be above?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
What do you do when you're finished having all your fun?
What do you do when everything you've had is gone?
What do you do when you realize your life is done?
What do you do when you’re not yourself anymore?
My life used to be perfect
So full of joy
Everything was right
Such a happy little boy

Then god, oh so cruelly
Took the person I loved most
And drove me into the ground
Just a corrupted little ghost

A perfect kind of darkness
That I have been seeking
A place where I can lay
From my wrists, the blood is leaking

A perfect kind of darkness
That I have finally found
A place where I can hide
Having all my happiness drowned

A perfect kind of darkness
Full of betrayal and lies
A place for the faithless to dwell
Inside my heart dies

A perfect kind of darkness
Which will eventually flood
With a scarlet red river
Born from my own blood