I
look in the mirror everyday and see the same thing.
I see my giant legs and
my not so flat
stomach.
My too round of a head
and my big arms.
I dream to be like those models in
magazines,
the girls that can go to a beach and show off what they
have.
I
dream to be able to go to school not hiding
everything scared of the
judgments.
I
dream to be that girl that can wear anything
because she has the
body for it.
I
dream to be able to wake up in the morning,
look in the mirror, and
not
cry.
I dream to be confident with my body, but
I don't think it's coming true anytime soon.
& I
miss your arms wrapped tight around me, holding your
hand ,
playing video games with
you, telling you everything that's happened that day, you telling
me about anything and everything, telling
you my secrets, telling
you my problems,
telling you my life,
making fun of you and you making fun of me,
our insiders,
your laugh,
your smile,
your gorgeous eyes, the
way when I was with you all I could be was happy
and nothing else
mattered, kissing you and
having a million butterflies
in my stomach, watching
scary movies with
you, just sleeping with you,
cuddling with
you, singing to
you, video chatting with
you, the good morning baby
texts and the I
love you goodnights,
texting you all day every
day, the late night phone
calls, being with you,
playing with your hands,
running my fingers through your hair, seeing you
every single weekend, going on
walks with
you, looking at the stars with
you, telling you how much i
love you. I miss
my best friend,
my boyfriend, I miss you.
♥
&It's
the way
you're not afraid to tell me anything,
It's the way you're perfect in every single
way,
It's the way you wipe away my tears,
It's the way you're always there for me,
It's the way you'll always protect me,
It's the way you play with my hair,
It's the way you hold me tight,
It's the way you call me beautiful,
It's the way you joke around with me,
It's the way you hold my hand,
It's the way kiss me,
It's the way you say my name,
It's the way you always listen to me,
It's the way you say "i love you"
It's the way you call me every night,
It's the way you're my boyfriend,
It's the way you're my best friend,
That's the way I love
you. ♥