XoJenbabyXo13

This Boy.. ♥
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What color is his hair?
Dark Brown

What style is it:
Short.

What color eyes:
Dark Brown

Cute smile:.
YES ! :)

Braces:
No

Glasses:
No

Abs:
yeah(:

Height:
Idk a little taller than me

What grade is he in:
11

How did you meet him:
1st day of school last year

How long have you known him:
about a year

Does he play any sports:
volleyball as far as i know

Can he play the guitar:
Dont think so but thatd be awesome

What about any other music instrument:
Dont think so

Describe something he would wear on a typical day:
Jeans/sweats , t-shirt, and sweater.

What's your favorite thing you've seen him him wear:
Faded jeans and plaid shirt i think lol :P

Everything inside me is telling me to turn away and just let you go and maybe things will be better
But for some reason I cant do it so, I just stay and take the pain that comes along with loving you..

I feel like now is the time to let him go..
I only stayed this long because I had high hopes that things would get better.
But now my faith in us is gone and I feel like if I stay I'm only going to get hurt more.
You don't seem to really care anymore and you're not even trying to make it seem like you do.
So what's the point in trying to stay together? I guess it's time to let go of my dreams of forever ever after.
I will always love you but for now I think i have to say goodbye...
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I'm sorry..

I dont even know what to do anymore.. I just want to cry soo bad
but i dont want my family to ask me whats wrong because
I dont think I even fully understand whats wrong..
I just want to cry..

I miss the way things used to be.. when you were sweet, loving and actually cared like i did and still do. When you weren't rude to me. When you didn't get mad at me for everything. When i didn't have to fake not being mad so we wouldn't get into another fight. When i came before your friends.
When if you were doing something i didn't like you would stop right away and not keep on going. When you actually took me seriously. When i thought you cared about my feelings. When everytime you said you loved me.. I believed you..
When our relationship actually meant something.. to both of us..

Imagine one day waking up and the one person you love and that made you happy just never existed
but you still have the memories of him/her but no evidence to prove it was real..
and no one believes you.. they say it was all in your head but you know it wasn't..
and you have to live your life without that person, trying to move on, but you can't..
Because you know deep down they were real and they were the best thing in your life..


Yeah.. Im scared of that..

When someone you really love and care about
is mad or upset and won't tell you why
then you feel like you dont matter and that its your fault..

I've been on witty for a long time and never knew what "away mesgs" were ?
Does anyone know ?.



nmf.