XoJillianloves0X
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you are all beautiful and you are all gorgeous. no matter what anyone says. you are a masterpeice in the mirror and GOD created you for a purpose. i love you all. followers included and i love everything and everyone on this planet. you are unique unrepeatable souls <3
My Story;
hmmmmmm.. where do i start. JESUS is AMAZING<3 he is wonderful andi love him. Why? becuase i went through a lot. i used to cut myself and i used to beat myself. i used to be anorexic becuase i was bullied all through my life and i didnt know how to handle it. i though it was a way to escape but boy was i way off.. people say that you shouldnt worry about the past. yahh well im agaisnt that. i dont regret my past at all.. i truely would never change it becuase its made me stronger and its made me who i am today. i was always having hard situations. constantly. and i would always feel the need to hurt myself becuase i thought i deserved it. well i learned i dont deserve that. GOD created me for a reason and he loves me even when i make mistakes. the reason i'm all for GOD now is becuase i almost commited suicide about 4 times. when i stangeled myself becauase i thought i had no purpose in life i passed out. and all around me was white.. and then there was a man with thorns in his head and he had cuts and whip marks all over him and he came over to me and said you are beautiful and you were born on this earth for a reason.. at that moment i though i was dead. but look, im still alive and JESUS helps me through everything now<3 weather its good or bad times. he is my personal savior and i love him and i could care less if im judged by that.
Jesus <3 iloveyou
About Me;
i loveeeeeeeeeeee photography and i dance all the time, its a way that i can express myself, singing is my passion even though i dont think im that amazing... people say im good... umm i am practically 15 and i love scrubbing it out when im at home.. my favorite food is watermelon and my favorite drink is WATER <3 its amazing. I'm single but thats okay because GOD is still busy writing my love story and i'm chill with that becuase i have faith that it will turn out alll good (: andd i love making random faces [ (: ;3 8) :P ;* ] and stuff like that. i have double jointed knees so they hyperextend automatically and bend backwards (hehe) i can do a split left right and center(kinda center) My friends are my world and i would die without themm... thanks for taking a minute to read about my life and stuff <3 love youu allll ;) ;3 ;* <3 <(") <-- thats a penguin<3
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Hey!?!?! YA YOU!?!?!?!I GOT FRIGAN 20 MORE MINTUES TO LIVEEE <3
teehee <3
nmf
▓ you were right ▓
▓ my hand was held ▓
▓ day and night ▓
▓ you love me so ▓
▓ and protected me ▓
▓ forever and always ▓
▓ we will be ▓
▓ I love you<3 ▓
Have you ever had that one special day that you want to bring back to life? Well even though my day was emotional, I would repeat this day for the rest of my life. My special day is Christmas Eve.
“When you cried, I wiped away all of your tears” were the soft delicate words that evanescence spoke in a low croon through the small black speakers on my iPod dock radio. These were the most meaningful words. They described what my family meant to me and how important they are. These soft delicate words are what awoke me from a deep sleep as snug as a bug in my fuzzy, warm, white blankets. It was oddly late for me to just be waking up. As I slid my shaking pale fingers across the smooth buttons on the radio, I found the black power button to shut of the now blaring radio. As I pressed the button, the music shut off in an instant and a small click that sounded like a distant popping balloon was heard. I finally opened my sleepy shut eyes and all they could see were the bright, yellow and orange rays of the sun coming up through my blinds illuminating up my room in many colors. There were stripes and rectangles, big and small, and all around my blue and brown polka dot room. I sat up and yawned so big that my mouth looked like it had stretched all the way around the world and back in 10 small seconds.
I looked over through my open doorway down the dark mysterious hall till my steady eyes caught up with the light in the kitchen ceiling. After my eyes had awoken to the light, my nose could smell everything. Hot, smoking, yellow, scrambled eggs. Crispy, greasy bacon and the smell of pancake batter lingered in the soft air as well. This is what everyone’s Christmas Eve morning should smell like! The pounding noise from my siblings running around like a wild man awoke my ears up, to no surprise. It almost sounded as if a zoo had gone wild! Slowly pulling the covers off of my body, I shivered and my teeth chattered quietly for a split second. The rapidly spinning fan across from me had given my arms and legs the goose bumps! Hopping out of my soft cushioned bed wasn’t so bad until my wobbly legs hit the ice cold, hard floor. Jianna, my little sister, came bouncing in like an elegant baby kangaroo yet attacked my like a lion after its prey! I pulled up her straggly hair into a messy bun and then fixed mine as well. We were stretching out our limp bodies to fully awaken them when she yawned so loud! I don’t think I had ever seen a six year old yawn that much before! I gulped a bottle of water so I could get that morning after taste out of my mouth before breakfast started. My mom called us in for dinner and we went trotting down the long dark hallway hand in hand until we reached the kitchen.
Why Are You
Trying to change me?
i am who i am . i know i cut. that doesn't mean i'm emo. i trusted you with my life. and you left me there all alone because i cut. i can't believe someone like you would ever do that to me. a niave little girl. who's love took over</3
looked like before
love took over
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Why do i
have to be soo not her
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