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i talked to this really awesome guy on new years. hes in this band that i like, lead singer actually. hes 21, im 17; he asked for my number even though he told me i was too young for him. we hit it off but i didnt wanna be just some girl he met at a party, like all the others. i tried to make a lasting impression, but i think i came off dumb. alcohol will do that to ya. he kept telling me how much he likes smart girls, and there i was, being dumb. when im drunk its like i cant even tell the difference between a rock and a fish. im sure that made an impression alright.. and now im just sitting here, thinking of him, replaying simple sweet moments in my head. in movies usually the girl meets a guy she likes and then the next time she talks to him is when she runs into him again; duh. i keep telling myself that thats how it should be. its not like they show her texting him. maybe because its a movie, and they can skip scenes. i shouldnt text this guy, i should wait til i see him again, but thats proving to be a little tough.. on the other hand i dont wanna be annoying and text him.. ive always been that girl who texts the guy she likes till hes sick of her.. like yeah thats me.. but how long can you expect me to go without talking to someone that i really wanna freakin talk to!!? why is it equally easy to miss someone and to annoy someone..

things I would like to say to you
I'm angry
you went out of line
I miss you 
I don't think anybody's that honest to me
it's dangerous to show so much of yourself
I know you're hurt
don't come any closer
don't walk away
I need someone like you
I've tried to push you away so many times and you wont let me
I needed that
I'm scared
hold me
hold me

I know I don't mean much to you but you mean the world to me

Me: What time is it? 
Friend: TIME FOR YOU TO GET A WATCH!
Me: *whispers* time for me to take your life
Me: *kicks her down a flight of stairs*