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black font.
white pages.
letter to letter.
word to word.
as i lay here in my room.
i read the truth.
the truth of you & her.
rolling down the hill of break up again.
saying you love her so.
but really wanting to eat some cookie dough.
you think you're a hot shot.
but really you're just a dot.
thinking no one cares about you.
but you gotta understand someone else's pont of veiw.
please boy understand how she feels.
you just gotta deal.
deal with the choices you made.
things you do just cut her like blade.
a blade right to her heart.
try to be more smart.
by doing these things you hurt girls so much.
thinking that you got the perfect touch.
do you know how she feels about you.
no you dont you just left her and far away she blew.
good luck with that.
call me if you wanna chat.
but not about you and her.
just to let drama spur.
its your life not mine.
just show me a sign.
that you learned you lesson.

lately life has been confusing
is it because of new best friends?
is it because i'm losing my old best friends?
seeing my old old best friends?
making new enemies?
liking new people?
my new teachers?
my old teachers?

the new me?

does everyone hate the new me?
who likes the new me?
have i changed that much?

should i go back to the old me?
the one who got pushed around?
the one who couldnt stnad up for herself?
the one who was shy wen it came to guys?
the one who only had a couple of friends?
the one who had almost no social life?
the one who was a goodie goodie?
the one who was considered weird?

WHO AM I?

love:
is a battlefield
you costantly have to fight
keep trying
unless yer going out with kenny

i always fall for they guys i cant get
but i can bet
they want me to be there friend
and in the end
thats what i will be
and only he
could restore my heart
after he carts
the little pieces whiched
used to be my heart which he switched
with a best friend love
with a slip of a glove
now he toke a piece of me with him
now i will just whim
cry at night
since my shinning knight
is gone forever
and i will never
get him back <3

i have noticed that most girls
i know can never have the guys
they really want. i know how
they fell cause i'm one of them.

Girl Math

middle school +
teenager girls +
hot teenager guys +
ugly teachers =

DRAMATIC YEAR!

you can tell when you are in love when your heart beats really fast around him, when your have to fix your hair and make up, when you act totally different then usual, when you talk about him all the time

dont take life for grantted
cause people in africa
die every day!

Looking out the window every night
Searching for the moon so big & bright
Making my way through the crowd
When you broke my heart i vowed
to never forgive you and love you
for what i had for you i threw
off the bridge of heartbroke
then i just opened a coke
&& cried all night
because my special knight
was a big fat joke
so i just had a coke
you played with my emotions
more then a thousand oceans
you said you loved me
but you only did as the size of a bee
all you did was lie
now i just want you to die


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Looking out the window every night
Searching for the moon so big & bright
Making my way through the crowd
When you broke my heart i vowed
to never forgive you and love you
the i had for you i threw
off the bridge of heartbroke
the i opened a coke
&& cried all night
because my knight
was a big fat joke
so i just had a coke
you played with my emotions
more then a thousand oceans
you said you loved me
but you only did as the size of a bee
all you did was lie
now i just want you to die

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