XolilchapinOx

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Joined: April 21, 2008
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Quotes by XolilchapinOx

he told me he loved me
why do you have to lie
everyone knows he is a joke
and she is a girl with
a broken heart
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Listen
to your heart
before youtell you good
I want to be someone's last call of the night
   and their first thought in the morning.  I want
   those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no
   you hang up first.'  I want the heart racing,
   palm sweaty, 'what's gonna happen next
   moments.  I want the hugs that you never
   want to let go of & the stolen kisses that are
   always the sweetest.  But most importantly, I
   just want to know someone considers me
   theirs.
Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again.  So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.  I wanna go back to when Santa did exist.  When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed.  When Disney World was the best place to be.  When the only movies you could see were rated G.  When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same.  And every time you were sad or you had a bad day.  You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay.  I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter.  When everyone always lives happily ever after.
Walking down the hall with her head held high, every hair is in its place, sees a friend and she waves hi, wearing a smile on her perfect face.  Friendly, smart, and beautiful, everyone adores this girl.  Seemingly content, her head's in a whirl.  Inside she's unhappy, and doesn't know why.  She lays in her bed at night and cries.  She doesn't know what causes the tears; how could this princess have insecurities or fears?  She has it all.  A pretty smile, many friends, a great guy, the newest trends, her family has money, she gets good grades, has her own car, and her makeup never fades.  Always looking happy, every single day, but inside she's feeling a different way.  This is wonder girl, she's everyone's dream, but things aren't always what they seem.
Every time I look at you,
I see you glance at me.
Just admit you still love me,
and I'll admit I never got over you.
When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.
just wanna show you she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to & you

just see right through me but if you only knew me 
  we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable
 
Instead of just invisible
so maybe i haven't made the best decisions.
         maybe i've fallen down a few too many times.

                  
but you know what, i've moved on and picked
                  myself up everytime. i haven't let it get to me.



my wish for you

 is that this life
becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
you never need to carry more than you can hold.