XosilentXtearsXo

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Quotes by XosilentXtearsXo

Explosions in my head
That just won`t quit.
A train has crashed into the
wall around my heart
And left the old me dead, Obliterated.
Stop!
My breathing in the night
When you`re not there.
The silence ringing through my ears
And all i want to do
Is hear your voice,
But you`re not there.


two become one by atreyu
even after every tear that i cried
and after every time i told someone i was okay and lied
i still love you more than you'll ever know
but these feeling i shall never show
for i know that it will only tear me apart
and i will have nothing left of my heart </3
im scared for sure
i dont know what to do anymore
dont know if i wanna live or die
not sure if i should smileor cry
im alive but dead
and im regretting everything ive said
no one can help me
i have to be the one to pay the awful fee
i have no hope for tomorrow
becuase my whole heart is filled with aorrow
so just leave me here all alone to drown in my tears
and be consumed by my fears
choking on a dream
and letting out a silent scream
i dont wanna feel this way anymore
still dont know what im living for
im overwhelmed but sorrow and pain
i feel i have nothing to gain
but still i continue with life
and i wont go down without strife
all i need is some time to cope
and maybe i will find some hope
i will not be the one to make you cry
all because i choose to die
just know that without you i wouldnt have made it through
and that i really do love you


i wrote this for my mom
enough with the heart ache
ive taken all i can take
im done with the fake smiles
Im sick of the rivers of tears that go on for miles
I just wanna be happy not confused
I dont want the fear of being used
But ill bottle up all the emotions and put them in a safe place
until i meet the guy that makes my heart race
i wont show any signs of love
ill cover them up like a hand with a glove
because when push come to shove
im the one heart broken by love
break my heart make it shatter
make me cry it doesnt matter
im giving up on love
possibly even life if i get that final shove
cant even begin to cope
because i have lost all hope
dont try to help me cuz it cant be done
im very sorry to tell you this hun
but because you lied
you caused my suicide
sad and broken on the inside
behind a fake smile is where a confused girl is able to hide
she longs to be loved
but covers up every emotion like a hand being gloved
this young girl wishes she could stop the tears
and wishes she could face her fears
shes just been hurt so many times
and is commited to too many crimes
she had no one to confide
which is what caused her sad but beautiful suicide