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Today I did something I never thought I would do.
Today I cried infront of 600 people.
Today I cried infront of my entire class, 130 students.
Today I read an essay I had written at my 8th grade grauation.
I read about how I hated myself to 600 people that thought I was confident.
Today, I made people I didn't know cry.
Today, I opened up... and now its your turn.

 

//I'm sitting at my computer//
tears streaming down my face
not knowing what to do next
your not in my life anymore
&& i know i'm the one who did this,
but it is something i regret
and when you look at her,
i break inside
i just need this to vent,
to say how i feel without being judged
or ridiculed
or being the "the hottest gossip"
__girl isn't over guy
old news hunny, it
happens all the time
ecspecially with him
but i need to break free of his hold
his grasp on my heart
with is tearing me apart
__i need to break free__

 

if you read this...thanks
): vent

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Screw Guys
Screw Lies
Screw Break Ups
And Make Ups

music... is all a girl really needs
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I‘mjustagirl

with a dream that got the best of me



not my fade
lyrics from I;m just a girl by Miley Cyrus
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