I miss being a little kid and not caring
what people said about me.. I could actually defend myself.
Now I can't even stick up for myself anymore.. If I got hit I
wouldn't hit back without blaming myself and putting myself
down.
I can't make friends now.. I'm to shy to even look people
in the eye until I get to know them well. I don't mention
anyones secrets, but suddenly when I tell someone
mine everyone finds out.. I walk around alone, my friends won't
hang out with me anymore. My family is breaking I can ask them one
thing and get ignored because they aren't motivated to do much
anymore.. so I just sit in my room with this sickness in my
stomach, I can't eat, I can't sleep.. I just miss my
friends, my old family.. I miss
myself.