XxLil_Mz_IDontCarexX

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Hi :) I'm Pauline
Young, but far from naive.



I'm not perfect:
Still trying to 'find myself '.
Still making mistakes.
Still confusing as ever :)


8.19.10<3 I love you :)
thank god for this website!

I'm just here, growing, changing, and learning
making some quotes about it
you know how it is ;P

byee for now.

 





xoxo<3

Quotes by XxLil_Mz_IDontCarexX

 



You're smooth with words,

Makes me wonder what you've been saying to all the girls.</3
 


If I could be your Superman,
I'd  fly  you   to  the    stars
  &&  back   again,
'Cause    every    time    you    touch   my   hand,
You feel my powers  running  through your veins.
But     I     can      only       write      this      song
And   tell     you   that    I'm   not   that    strong...

'Cause  I'm  no  Superman,
I hope you like me as I am

-Joe Brooks//Superman.
<3


 



The worst part about missing you ,

is   accepting   the   person   you've   become,
and respecting that the person you
used to be
isn't who  you  are anymore.




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As everything fell
apart;

She took  off in her shorts  and silk jersey.  She ran.
She      ran     harder,         faster,       and    further.
It    was   like    running    away   from     everything.
From family problems.                From friend drama.
From gossip.                  -x-               From life.  ---»
Except  when  she   wore    that    Track   uniform,
x         She   had    somewhere   to   run      to.         x
The      finish      line.
And she's got  enough  to run  from  to  be the  best.


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To My Future Love:
I have the tendency to not appreciate what i have until they're gone.
I probably won't see what a great catch you are and forget about how you're an even better friend.
I'll get caught up in the drama and everything else going around me
to try to make them as perfect as you are.  I'll take you for granted and won't want

to bother you with my problems. I'll have a lot of mood swings. I'll be completely and utterly confusing and often times, I'll be irrational and obnoxious. I'll say things
i don't mean and I'll find a way to hurt you, only to prove that no one would ever
stay. I'll break both of our hearts and forget you, and 'us'  as best as i can to try to

get the hurt out. But deep down, i know that won't help either. I'll look past
you in the halls and pretend i don't care. I'll put on a real nice show, convincingmyself it didn't hurt because it ''wasn't a big deal''. I'll joke about how you show

me how much you love me and probably call you a pansy.I won't be mature
enough to handle anything that's gunna come. And worst of all, I'll push you away and 
won't wanna believe that you truly and honestly love me because I'm afraid of getting my heart

broken. But i beg of you, please hold on to me. Hold on tight and never let go.
No matter how many times i tell you to go --- don't. Please make me realize that
you really will be there for me.
Please help me love you...<3

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 I've  been  playing  hard  to  get;
and i see it working. i see the way you come after me
and the way you long for my attention
((  x  you  x  want  x  what  x  you  x  can't  x  have,   x   right? x ))
but i can't just keep brushing you off my shoulder.
One of these days, i'm gunna give in
and i just can't help but wonder
x|- - - - - - -» Would You Still Want Me? «- - - - - - -|x
or is this just some endless little
LOVE GAME?
 

;


*//It's the little things

(( you    x  
   don't      x     notice)) ------» that   matter   the  most.




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Yesterday

was  the hardest 24 hours of my life.
--------» It    was   your    birthday...
Yes, i   bothered  to  remember you,
the boy who  absolutely melted my
heart  when  you   said  'i love you'.
Yes,  it  hurt   when  i   saw  all our
memories    replay    in  my   head.
Yes,   i   have     feelings   for  you.
And    yes,    all    you     probably
remember     me   as,    is    the girl
you  dated twice  who left for the
summer,  and  never  came back...
That   is,  if   you   even  bothered
remembering       me       at       all.
It         was          a          mistake.
I   planned    on    coming    back,
but     so       much      happened.
everything   seemed  to  get in the
way.  Maybe  we  didn't  try hard
enough. Maybe we just fell apart,
unnoticed.      But       all      these
--» 'shoulda, woulda, coulda's' «--
don't                  x               matter.
the   point    is--- »   WE DIDNT.
Sure,  it  breaks  my  heart  when
i have dreams of you and can't do
anything  about  it. </3  but what
the  crap  can i  do? I don't  want
these    feelings    to    go    away
because you give  me a reason to
live.   Making   my    life   worth
something . And  i'm  afraid  that
even  if i find a  way  for  you  to
listen, all the words i'll say wont
make  a  difference.  That maybe
you've changed. That maybe you
don't  feel  the same  anymore. It
kills me inside, knowing there's a
HUGE     possibility     of    you
moving on  already.  But i  guess
it's  that  little  hope  of  'maybe'
that keeps me going. I just want
to                      x               say....
i       love     you.


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i apologize on how
long it is;; ventingg
<//3 but thank you
if you really did read
the entire thing (:
Happy Birthday, Jon.
<3 4.4.10. i love you.