When I
get upset, I shut down. I feel like I should be crying or
screaming or something, but I can't because I'm
turned off. I go silent and don't talk very much. I
just sit there, and I think.
I told you
I didn't care, so why does my heart drop the second someone
says your name, or I see your picture, or hear your voice? Why is
it so hard for me to let go?