XxSports52xX

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Story of a Girl
My names Emilee Im going into sophmore year and i blow out my candels on october 18th. I love sports, cheerleading and lacrosse let me get away from all that pointless drama. Im a normal teenager i eat when im bored, i only wanna hangout with my friends, i cry randomally and i over think situations way to much. I dont no what i would do without music when i put my headphones in i just tune the whole world out. Taylor Swifts songs all explan my life stories or situations. Rap gets me in a good mood and gets me pumped, and i like country because it always has a story to tell. I have alot of friends but only a few true ones. I lost alot of people in my life and alot have walked out on me, just because things got to hard. You no someone truly loves you when no matter how hard the situation may be and no matter how many bumps in the road you have, they never left, they stand by your side thru thick and thin. Thats the true deffiniton of family. it doesnt always have to be blood either its the people in your life who love you for you and accept you for who you are. I dont judge relasonships if 2 people are happy let them be. Who cares if the age differnce is 2 or 3 or even 4 years, if there happy then let them be happy dont ruin it because you dont have that or because you dont approve of the relasonship. I have no room to talk i fell inlove with someone who i had no  buinsness too i shouldnt of even talked to him in the first place. but he was perfect. I loved him. As time went on i found more about him that i didnt no, how he smoked and drank alot. But i already fell for him so i didnt care, i looked past his imperfections. He was athletic he was smart, super smart, He was so cute andi love everything about him. i didnt care that he did all that bad stuff. When we HAD to end i cried my self to sleep everynight and i still do. Sometimes when i fall asleep crying i wake up crying too. Its so hard to stay strong. Some people have helped me out and told me everything will be okay. but ever since then  its so hard to find someone else, because no one else reaches my expectaions anymore. because i loved him and to me he was perfect and no one else is perfect<3 and i miss him.

& After a while you’ll learn
that even sunshine burns if you get too much. That guy who
you thought was perfect turns out to be everything but. The
girl who you thought would always have your back ends up
breaking your trust. So you’ll plant your own garden, 
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You’ll create your own light instead of waiting for 
the sun to rise. And you’ll learn that you really
can endure it, you really are that strong.
You’ll learn. With every goodbye
You’ll Learn.
Take Me Away No Regrets

Quotes by XxSports52xX

 

dont  say  yolove  me  unless  you  really  mean it.  Cause  i  might do something  crazy like  believe it.




May tEll theM
over    and over again,
  homuch 'hATE yoU'
        & how 'happy' I am without you.. 
buT  IN REaliTY,   i'm miserable, I miss you...             
                  &I still Love you.

 

Forget his name, forget his face Forget his kiss, his warm embrace Forget the love that you once knew Remember he has someone new Forget him as they play your song Remember how you cried all night long Forget how close you two once were Remember he has chosen her Forget you memorized his walk Forget the way he used to talk Forget the things he used to say Remember he has gone away Forget his laugh, forget his grin Forget the dimples on his chin Forget the way he held you tight Remember he's with her tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that moved, it's past Forget he said he'd leave you never Remember that he's gone forever..

you know you really love someone
 
when you cant hate them

for breaking  your heart
     ♥



 






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 It's hard to be strong
at night when i'm laying here alone.  
i crawl into bed and suddenly
remember every word you ever said. 

i tell my self i'll be okay and i wake up the next day; 
hoping to forget about you and to no surprise,
you're the first thing that comes to mind. 

 


 

I take a deep breath

t o r e l i e v e t h e p a i n [x] [x] [x]
 

OF SEEING YOU WITH [HER].

||||||||||||||||||||||| I t ' s s u c h a ( s h a m e )

CUZ' WE WERE BEST FRIENDS «
AND I MADE A BIG MISTAKE,
cuz' I fell for you.

And when you were with her, you didn't realize my heart was about to break.



Eventually you noticed and became

a jerk.



Little did I know, you were also hurt.



BUT I GOT MAD ( and you did too).

THEN IN THE END I RUINED ONE OF THE BEST RELATIONSHIPS I'VE EVER HAD.


 

 

 


It still hurts to see that


Your doing completely okay, 

with out me..





For you, i'll wait.






We may part our ways now 
but in a few short years,
we can be together, and no ones going to stop us. 









i just want
To be happy again.