Insi Winsi Speder*

Status: Daniel ♡
Joined: February 7, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 271579
Location: Australia
Gender: F

 

 



Insi Winsi Speder!
(Indiana)


 || Austr-alien || Queensland || Landscape Photography ||

I've been through enough to know right from wrong, to know when something seems off with someone I care about, to know that things do get better, you just have to hold on to a positive thought and breathe, every storm passes, just take everything as it comes.

If there ever is a moment when you come across this, I just want you to know that you're amazing and I adore you dearly, you make me happy, like so happy, Not sure I even thought it was possible to be this happy, but I was wrong, because you've shown me this whole other side of myself I didn't know about. You make me love myself for the weird crasy insane human I am, and you make me see that I cannot fault anything about myself. Dan, you're everything I could ever dream of, and I love you more than you'll ever know.



Music!
|| Sticky Fingers || Pearl Jam || The Smiths ||




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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Darling, you're beyond amazing, you should smile multiple times a day, I'm sure your smile is enough to light up this world, you're precious.
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Crazy girl* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Aww wow that is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me in a long time! Your truly an amazing person with an amazing personality:) so sweet:) x
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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to Zooey
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I'm just stating what I see, you seem like an amazing human being.. (:
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Crazy girl* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Aww thank you so much that really means a lot:) It's put a smile on my face and made my day:) Your amazing!:) x
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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Darling, you're beyond amazing, you should smile multiple times a day, I'm sure your smile is enough to light up this world, you're precious.
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Crazy girl* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Aww wow that is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me in a long time! Your truly an amazing person with an amazing personality:) so sweet:) x
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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to Zooey
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You're wonderful..
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Crazy girl* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Aww thank you:) where did that come from? haha your so sweet:)
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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to Zooey
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I'm just stating what I see, you seem like an amazing human being.. (:
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Crazy girl* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Aww thank you so much that really means a lot:) It's put a smile on my face and made my day:) Your amazing!:) x
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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Darling, you're beyond amazing, you should smile multiple times a day, I'm sure your smile is enough to light up this world, you're precious.
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Crazy girl* 9 years ago to Zooey
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Aww wow that is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me in a long time! Your truly an amazing person with an amazing personality:) so sweet:) x
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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to yazza23
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I actually miss you so much. </3 I'd do anything to talk with you again, I really would.
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Insi Winsi Speder* 9 years ago to XxTeenage_WastelandxX
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to XxTeenage_WastelandxX
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to MonsterBeneathYourBed
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HAII c:
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to LoveIsEverlasting
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Okay wow its been forever since i've been on here I just read what mason left you and i'm in shock (as you would be to) I hope everything is fine with you, I miss talking with you I just miss you. I adore you pretty and chin up youre amazing.
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to LoveIsEverlasting
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We never talk i miss my best friend, Zac i haven't spoken to him for months, Yazza idk we don't talk anymore, and phone D: I don't have one :'c
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to LoveIsEverlasting
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Well well well, aha We NEVER talk anymore, I miss you and and and and Idk :'c i'm lost without you :'(
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to JadaTooGorgeous
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Thanks for like blowing up my notifications beautiful ^~^ made me feel special :D
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JadaTooGorgeous 1 decade ago to JadaTooGorgeous
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Ohhh it was nothing ....
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to stovan
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Yup failed :L 12/100 xD mwhahaha completely failed eh whatever. :3 I have a Apprenticeship in diesel Mechanics :D YAY, I'm moving to get away from all the little fools around here that give me nothing but hell :c blahh yush yush yush questions are good though, I like questions ^~^, How are you?
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to stovan
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Aww, Well they say study pays off, but in your case i guess not :c bleehh. Ahah I have been doing fine, Failed my exam for Law, aha I was awake for 4 days straight went to uni and they where like SURPRISE Exam, I was like O.o wtf :L oh well but yeah i got a new job and moving again soon everything is starting to look good apart from my studies :c
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to stovan
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Everyone forgets i exist ^~^ so it's okay for you to do it :D aha nah maths test sounds so fun :D aha me ehh same old same old :c
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to stovan
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D: I think you forgot I exist, but thats okay :L, I'm use to that feeling, :D how are you? How's Life? and yeah ^~^
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to deannn
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ZOOMG we haven't spoken in like 20million years :L hope you're okay and stuff. ^~^
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to BeNtLeYs_MoMmY
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thanks beautiful, aha it's hard and I just don't know what to do i try ignore the pain pretend i'm happy because i don't want t show people the pain, I know that they are happy now and that they will forever light up my night sky, I hope they feel no pain because they deserve not to feel the pain.
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to BeNtLeYs_MoMmY
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By the way your little man is adorable, You're strong, you really are, I wish you the best in like and i pray that everything works out for the best forever and always.
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to BeNtLeYs_MoMmY
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Hey beautiful, well I came to you because you understand and i have no one else, Hmm where to start well, I went into labor on Friday night and Saturday morning i had my twins, Kyler-Darwin and Skylar-Nevaeh, I went into labor caused by too much stress on the babies, The doctor said they have a very slim chance of survival, He was right, I got to meet my little princess and Prince at 2:30am Saturday morning, I got to tell them how much i love them and i wish them the best in life, And that I wish i got the chance to be the mother that they deserve, early Saturday morning the Doctor said 'It's time to say goodbye" I was so scared, i just broke and cried, kept to my self since then and now its getting to much to handle having serve depression makes it harder to deal with, and i haven't spoken to many people, I lost both of my twins, And i come home with out my life it died with them, R.I.P.

I didn't know who else to turn too, Thanks for being here.
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Insi Winsi Speder* 1 decade ago to BeNtLeYs_MoMmY
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Awwh well my mum never said anything like that she just got angry because i don't know whom the dad is, but today i explained it to her and now she understands but she said if you're going to do this alone i won't support you and your children will admire you for being so strong through everything. i'm going to hate the day they turn to me and ask me who dad is, do i explain the real story if they are old enough or i don't know, It kills me to not know who the dad is but thats not my fault, I couldn't do anything about it, I was stuck in a situation and now people hate me for not giving them up, But they deserve a chance, Its not their fault that it happened like this.

When i found out i was having twins i was over the moon i cried for days i was just so happy and still now i don't believe its true. Thanks again beautiful.
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