It's honestly torture(reading out loud) but thank you for commenting my quote. you'll find your alec one day, or you may already have.. no matter what you're beautiful!
:( no i gave up on the book :) and i think i have stuff to help your hair get better its awesome its called 3 minuite miricle get it at target its like 4 bucks
Im not going to go all the way to target just to get crap that probably wont help my terribly thin hair. Hunter is mad I gave you the book, because he wanted to read it xD
Thanks for your comment .. That made me feel a little better . I just want someone to care for me , more than he did . To make me feel better than he did . I miss him so much . And I miss that feeling when I was with him .. I miss that feeling of everyone wishing they had our relationship .. We were strong .. We got through anything . Now we dont talk . Last time I saw him , talked to him , was valentines day .. I spent my whole night with just me and him . But then he left . And were gone again . Hes moved on . And I cant put it through my head . He was my first love , my first heart break . And Ive never been cut this deep by a boy .. And I just cant get over him ):
I've been waiting so long though . He's always gotten my hopes up so far , and then just drops that like I meant nothing . I've been completely heart broken for like a year now . I really miss him , and it kills me seeing him with his new girlfriend .. All happy . I wish that I could be her .. She's so pretty . She's gorgeous. She the body size I've always wanted to be. Now I'm just a piece of flab with a ugly face .. No boys like me . Yeah , I've talked to so many boys I've lost count , but I haven't dated any single one of them . & honestly , all I wanna know , how did you get through this and I can't ? You have a boyfriend now And your happy .. Why can't I be happy ?
You definatley can be happy. Like I said, it took me a really long time...I mentally pushed him away. Everytime I thought of him, I'd push the thoughts away and lock them into a little immaginary box in the back of my mind. I find it's a lot easier if i don't talk to him, so I havent in months. Sometimes I want to, but he's so far gone there's no point. The fact that he's a totally different person now is what got me through. I do miss him sometimes. I just miss being able to talk to him, and trust him. But that's all gone now, I'll never get it back, and I'm starting to just accept how things really are.
You definatley can be happy. Like I said, it took me a really long time...I mentally pushed him away. Everytime I thought of him, I'd push the thoughts away and lock them into a little immaginary box in the back of my mind. I find it's a lot easier if i don't talk to him, so I havent in months. Sometimes I want to, but he's so far gone there's no point. The fact that he's a totally different person now is what got me through. I do miss him sometimes. I just miss being able to talk to him, and trust him. But that's all gone now, I'll never get it back, and I'm starting to just accept how things really are.
Alright , thanks . But I mean , I feel like we'll be together one day . maybe not today . But one day he's gonna realize and he's gonna fight for me . And I guess I need to stop giving him the satisfaction that I'll always be waiting for him. I need to stop acting like I love him. I do. But I need to stop showing it.
I know . The thing I hate though , that kills me , is that because of all of this , I see my flaws . I don't ever feel pretty . Or skinny . And everyday , I work out now . I eat less . And I hate the fact that I have changed . Not just outlooks on myself . But on the inside of me . And people around me . I judge people quickly . I don't smile or laugh like I used to . And all because of a stupid boy , I changed . And I absolutely hate it .
i can relate so much. I felt like....That he didn't want to me, so there must be something wrong with me. Maybe i'm fat. Maybe I'm too tall. Maybe I'm just not pretty enough. And none of that is true. There's nothing wrong with you, and there's nothing wrong with me. But it seems like there's definately something wrong with our exs.
Pretty much . So his girlfriend posted all these pictures of them today . Like kissing , and just them pictures every person wants to take with their boyfriend. I almost started crying. I really wish that could've been me .. I don't get why out of all people , her . I just wanna be okay ... And he acts like he never had a thing with me . I just feel like I mean nothing to him .. I just shouldn't care as much I guess . I really need to forget about him.
Yeah, whenever my ex did things like that, I'd get pretty sad. Then angry. like maybe he's doing it on purpose to annoy me. but thenn i realized thats ridiculous. He's just trying to be happy with someone. maybe being a man-wh0re was his way of letting go. I dont know, guys are confusing. and irritating. I can never figure out why they do the things they do.
Oh yeah . I know . They are confusing . Like one minute there all over you . Next minute there with there friends and they ignore you . Girls can never win
Lol, nope. I wih the weather here wasnt so freaking bipolar. literally, it will go from snowing one day, and in the negatives. the next day, all the snow could be gone, and it's in the 60s. im not even exagerating xD
OH MY GOD WARMNESS. Lucky. It's just so miserable here. like, 5 months out of the year are bearable. In rains non stop in the spring. and then we have our 3 months of normal summer. then we have our bipolar winter.
little bird he wrote for a chicken which he basically let die when his girlfriend wanted to help it. there's a yourtube video of him tlaking about it. you could probs find it if you type Little Bird into youtube
I love the little Stitches on your profile.
I like dat panda ;)
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