Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx

Status: It's only time till I'm gone.
Joined: April 13, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 292039
Location: New York
Gender: F






                    I lost myself and I seem to not be able to find my way back. Not all quotes that I post are mine. Ever need to talk Kik me at: Kelllllllyyyyy 

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XxVasHappeninxX 1 decade ago on quote #6754576
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A lot of species also eat their children, I suppose I can do that now too? Just saying why that argument is invalid..
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6754576
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Eating children and homophobia are completely different things ones eating people and the others hating someone, telling them that something's wrong with them because there homosexual, ect. For being who they are so... Yeah
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XxVasHappeninxX 1 decade ago on quote #6754576
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Yes but they are animals. therefore you are comparing humans to animals.. I have gay friends who i support, im just saying why that argument doesnt really make sense..
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6754576
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No, ugh I don't feel like explaining so you may think what you'd like
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SparksFly34 1 decade ago on quote #6749764
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I am always here, if you ever need. ❤ keep fighting
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lemon.cake* 1 decade ago on quote #6748603
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ways people self harm
cutting or burning (more popular way)
taking overdoses of tablets or medicines
punching themselves
throwing their bodies against something
pulling out hair or eyelashes
scratching, picking or tearing at skin, causing sores and scarring
inhaling or sniffing harmful substances
swallowing things that are not edible
inserting objects into their bodies
head-banging.

THIS IS MY FEATURE ARTICLE TOPIC for ELA
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x3missykrissyx3 1 decade ago on quote #6748534
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Don't do it. The voice is wrong. I'm sure this will mean nothing to you.. I'm just some random girl on the Internet. But please, trust me. I know from personal experience how upsetting it is to lose someone so close to you because they thought no one cared. Someone is always there for you, even if the voice in your head tells you otherwise
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makeitbetter 1 decade ago on quote #6747973
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breaks my heart </3
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[deleted] 1 decade ago on quote #6747973
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I wanna cry omg
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[deleted] 1 decade ago on quote #6747209
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"She says, “You're talking about me like you know what I mean,
but you know nothing about leading that kind of life.

“Baby doll, my heart is as black as my lungs are.

I keep bitterness in these cabinets next to all my bad habits -
you either find faith, or lose it - you either had it or have it -
Well I have had it!
So I wear my smile on the good days that I keep in these baskets,
wear my grimace facing life without the opiate for the masses.
You pop your god like these pills that I take
to bear the circumstances -
What's the difference? I called out to your god,
but he never listened.
You call it praying, well I'm just wishing
that things could've been different.”"
....
"And her heart… it cuts like a knife!
It's priceless and it's as hard as a diamond,
but she's been selling it for nickels and everybody's been buying.
So now there's cracks in the basin, "
...
"That's when I started praying, praying, praying,
but nothing's changing, changing, changing, so that's when I started blaming, blaming, blaming,
we're all on our own, the stars are empty, there's no hand out there to
save me, save me,

Save me."
...
"Well I came to tell you that you're beautiful. I think you're lovely.
I think that you're made for more than you've settled for."
...
"Shh, shh, girl, I will not even mention… it.
The hands that we're dealt - I don't understand.
And I don't have all the answers, and I don't know all the plans.
I just wanted to tell you that you're beautiful, I think you're lovely,
I think I know love that loves the unloving."
...
"
I wanted you to know
that you're beautiful. I think you're lovely,
I think I know love that loves the unloving.

I think you're still loved, I still think it's true.
I still there's more hope out there for you.

Yeah I think you're beautiful. I think you're lovely.
I think you could know love that loves the unloving"

A poem, by Levi the Poet.

http://youtu.be/lKUVyn1L4P0

(He's very passionate, just listen to it. If you want)
I took some of the paragraphs out, by the video is the full thing.


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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747209
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I'll listen to it, thank you
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[deleted] 1 decade ago on quote #6747209
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You're welcome gorgeous
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Because people care. You leave before your time comes, and everyone will think it's their fault. You can't do anything because I know I'll be a mess. I may not know you, but no one should be pushed this far. I swear I'm here for you and care for you. Please don't go. Stay and talk to me <3
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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But in all honestly why should I keep suffering and be in pain just so others won't be sad for a short amount of time over my death if they even get sad witch I doubt
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Don't think that way. Things do get better but only with your help. You have to figt for the light. Don't accept the darkness and pain. Also people will be sad. Many will e messes for months maybe years over you. I know I would and I don't even know you. You make a difference and people care. Don't accept the pain. Figt for the light and salvation. Only you can save yourself <3
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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All I know is darkness and pain and are you like going all religion on me with light and salvation because I don't believe in any of that no offense
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Nope. I dot either. Salvation is saving. The light is the good. I'm not religions xD but you have to work to make it all better. It won't get better I'd you accept it as it is
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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But I know it won't get better not until a long long time I can't fight that long
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Yes you can. Whats causing this terrible depression and making you suicidal??
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Everything there's too many reasons why I'm in this position right now
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Ok. Can I tell you a story??
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Shoot
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Ok. Well there was this boy named Mason. He was my friend and we uses to talk. He was one of the nicest people I ever knew. You remind me of him because he was nice like you but hated himself. He was suicidal ad I'd try to help him. So would his friend and boyfriend. I felt for this guy. One day I came home from school and was told he had committed suicide. Overdosed. So many people were crying their eyes out. He might not have spoken to many people but he affected the lives of many. I still miss him to this day. He died in early January and broke my heart. If you died te same would happen. Id miss you just because I spoke to you and knew you were alive in the first place. Many people would miss you. People would cry and make quotes about you. Everyone would remember you. But they'd be sad at your memory. Make them happy and live... Please stay strong
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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That's not true at all for me I know I wouldn't be missed much
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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He thought the same. You know whT? He was wrong. Everyone bullied him before. Now they still miss him and blame themselves. That's what would happen if you died. Dot think no one cares. I'm Talkig to my other friend about how to save you and he cares and doesn't even know your name... People do care <3
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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No I know they wouldn't care you and your friend may not know me but I bet you'd be like everyone else if you really new me no one cares in the end were all alone
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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I'd still care. I don't care what you are, what you've done, where you've been, what you're doing, what you like, how you say things.... I don't care at all. I will still care about you and miss you. I don't judge. Many people don't. You just gotta find them. I don't mind your story. I dot mind your heart. I don't mind if you wanna kill every human out there. I still are about YOU and will miss YOU if you're gone
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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I'm sorry but I honestly don't believe it and I will never believe it, it's literally only time till I do it weather it's tonight or Tomorrow or in a month it will happen eventually and I know that for a fact
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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Well please tell me before so I can try and save you for one more night?? I want you to live. You have so much kore potential than you could ever dream of. Believe me on that. Everyone is the same here. And I'm not a judger. I don't care what or who you are. I'll stay by you. I've got nothing to lose and I lie everybody as they are. So you should believe me. I can't make you but I wish you'd realize that you're amazing and worth life
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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I'm sorry but I can't believe you I've been lied to and hurt too many times I can't trust you I want to but I can't and ill tell you what ill try not to tonight but I cannot promise anything but with me being as dumb as I am I'll just fail again so don't worry
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747228
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:( it's ok. I get the keeping your guard up. I do it too. I'm glad you'll stay for tonight... I really wanna save you here but I need your help as well <3 you're not dumb at all anyways. If you were you wouldn't formulate sentences that well. You're smart and a survivor. I can tell... Jist stay strong and survive
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6747209
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You can't give up! You're amazing just the way you are. Everyone is imperfectly perfect. What makes you think you're below them all?? You're not. You can't give up because life is all about fighting. Fighting to live, understand, and love. You can't give up If there's resistance against you. I'm here for you <3
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xomarie* 1 decade ago on quote #6735100
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I love this. &its true. we all say were fine, but we all hide things...
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HelloSmileyFace 1 decade ago on quote #6706816
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You just like described the entirety of me...... every word of that is me.
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♪♫Losτ Sταrs♫♪* 1 decade ago on quote #6707467
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I'm not sure. I would seriously consider it though.
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HelloSmileyFace 1 decade ago on quote #6703593
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Same here <33 i dont judge and ive been through everything imaginable, literally. So im here if you need someone to vent to :)
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HelloSmileyFace 1 decade ago on quote #6706800
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-.- Point can be argued...
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iliveforJH 1 decade ago on quote #6707467
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yes omfg
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grownsimba 1 decade ago on quote #6707467
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nope.
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ElisaMartinez 1 decade ago on quote #6706800
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LOL , I like this .
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*Emily the freak* 1 decade ago on quote #6703593
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If you wanna talk about anything I'm here I really don't mind if you randomly comment on my page if you want.
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LifesMyMuse 1 decade ago on quote #6690534
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Some of the worlds greatest achievements are accomplished by tired and discouraged people who despite what everyone told them kept trying. Never lose hope.
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LifesMyMuse 1 decade ago on quote #6690507
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I'm not very good at this. . .but if you need help I'm here to talk.
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