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I guess I like it when we play; The way you drag me down
I guess I like the way you hate me; the way you drag me down
Cause I can't face myself in a mirror; I'm left alone in all my pain
And I disgrace myself in the mirror; I'm left alone in my shame
FUCK ITI see you in me
FUCK IT I feel you in me
FUCK IT I hear you in me
FUCK IT I see you in me
FUCK IT I feel you in me
FUCK IT I hear you in me

I guess I like it when we fight; The way you drag me down
I guess I like it when you smile; the way you drag me down
Cause Can't face myself in a mirror; I'm left alone in all my pain
And I disgrace myselin the mirror; I'm left alone in my shame.
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I want you to hear me for once </3
I have no life, I spend it here on witty <3 Oh! I am a lesbian, I'm awesome I know. I love being a lesbian <3 Im proud too.(:
I'm 16 years old and my birth was on October 12th of the year 1995 (:
Uhmmm(: Idk what else to say!
Oh!! I lovers my friends;
Kayti (: 
Dylan
Eli
uhm hmm 
Nate....
Dixxon... 
Brokenheartedteen (shes on here)
And I haves a lot more(:


























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holdinontnothing-shwathanothing.



 
































I shouldn't have

believed her,



Every word she

spoke was a lie



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~~Don't let anybody tell you different, you're beautiful- Just the way you are. No matter what they tell you, and what you fear... You can make it. Nobody else can be you, nobody else can tell you who YOU are, and nobody- I mean NOBODY- Can tell you, you're not. If she's worth it all? Go for it, nothing is holding you back... If he's worth that last crack in your heart, run after him because it'sall you have left. If your best friend "hates" you for some reason? Don't let it get between you because she has been there for you through everything. You chose today, what and who you want to be. You're beautiful, you can be successful... You can also be in love. You can be anything you set your mind to... So let that be the push you need to step forward, to hug her a little longer, to cherish a little more, and to hold on to whatever tiny tiny slip of string you have hanging on you, because maybe... Just maybe, that string will expand and become stronger than ever...~~

~~HomoDino~~
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Fine Again

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
 

IF SOMEONE SAYS ''ARE YOU OK'' YOU SAY?
Oh My Gosh (Usher)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I Need A Doctor (Eminem)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL/GUY?
Love Like Woe (The Ready Set)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Black Rose Dying (Bless the Fall)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Vanilla Twilight (Owl City)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
If You Can't Ride Two Horses At Once... Then Get Out Of The Circus(Asking Alexandria)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Nobody’s Home (Avril Lavigne)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Toxicity (System Of A Down)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
You Be the Anchor That Keeps My Feet On the Ground, I'll Be the Wings That Keep Your Head In The Clouds
 (Mayday Parade)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Dear Maria (All Time Low)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
 Ashley (Escape the Fate)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Scars (Papa Roach)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOUR GROW UP?
10 Miles Wide (Escape the Fate)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Mine (Taylor Swift)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
My Immortal (Evanescence)
 
What WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
What’s Left of Me (Bless The Fall)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Just A Dream (Nelly)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
It’s Just Me (Escape the Fate)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
 All These Things I hate (Bullet For My Valentine)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
I Caught Myself (Paramore)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
 Beautiful (Eminem)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Fine Again (Seether)
Fine Again

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
 

IF SOMEONE SAYS ''ARE YOU OK'' YOU SAY?
Watcha Say? (Jason Derulo)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I Need A Doctor (Eminem)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL/GUY?
Love Like Woe (The Ready Set)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Black Rose Dying (Bless the Fall)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Vanilla Twilight (Owl City)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
If You Can't Ride Two Horses At Once... Then Get Out Of The Circus(Asking Alexandria)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
This War Is OURS (Escape the Fate)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Bang With No Pants (Dot Dot Curve :) )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
You Be the Anchor That Keeps My Feet On the Ground, I'll Be the Wings That Keep Your Head In The Clouds
 (Mayday Parade)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Dear Maria (All Time Low)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
 Ashley (Escape the Fate)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Scars (Papa Roach)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOUR GROW UP?
10 Miles Wide (Escape the Fate)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Mine (Taylor Swift)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
My Immortal (Evanescence)
 
What WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
What’s Left of Me (Bless The Fall)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Just A Dream (Nelly)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
It’s Just Me (Escape the Fate)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
 All These Things I hate (Bullet For My Valentine)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
I Caught Myself (Paramore)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
 Beautiful (Eminem)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Fine Again (Seether)




I don't think
I'll ever be happy again. And I think I'm okay with that.



 

nmf

The tears keep rolling, cause you know what I want to say to you?
Bailey, you told me you loved me when we were together. You promised you didn't like Arri whatsoever. Now you're with her. You're with somebody who could hurt you the instant they get really mad. You're with somebody who has more issues than I do. You say you're so happy with this one, but what about me? Were you not happy with me? What happened to US. What happened to laying on the bench outside of PQ holding each other? What happened to me being your princess? When you broke up with me, you went right to Arri. The DAY you dumped me. The DAY you dumped me, you two were together. How does this happen? When that day you were telling me about how much you loved me, it was my BIRTHDAY weekend. We spent the ENTIRE day together. We were so happy. What happened to that girl that made everything go better? Now I'm numb, now I'm numb thinking about you and Arri. I cry every night, okay? You wanna hear how upset I am? I cry every night. Every night away from you is like a stab in the heart. I feel like I'm numbing everywhere because I can't text you like we used to. There's nothing between us? I still am in love with the girl who told me she loved me. Now, this girl you're with- she has everything I ever held. She has my world. And for the moment that I was able to call you mine, I should have lived it up more because now I'm devistated for trusting you. You, out of all the people. I still love YOU. You carved your name inside my heart, now this burn won't stop. You and I will never be friends. I can't stand being like this. I will NOT get over you because every time I try... I really do try.... Your words keep repeating. Over, and over, and over. Everybody tries to tell me that I'm better off with out you. But, I'm worse. I'm worse than I ever was before. Arri doesn't deserve you. But I guess you will have to see that for yourself. Sometimes, when I'm crying like this- I wish we had never met. I wish we - or I - had never fallen in love with you. I think you're confused. But, you know what. I won't change your mind. There's no fu*cking point in trying to because you're gone. Dylan warned you that Arri was into you. You denied it. Then you tell me... You fu*cking tell me that you've liked her since Pride Fest? What kind of person are you? </3

BeTruthful.

 

A - Available?Yes
B - Birthday?October 12th
C - Crushing on? Charlee<3.
D - Drink you last had? Milk
E - Easiest person to talk to? Charlee. <3
F - Favorite song? Terrible Thing; Mayday Parade
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms? Gummy Worms.
H - Hometown? USA ;D .
I - In love with? Too many..
J - Jealous of? The girl who has my heart, and won't give it back.
K - Killed someone? I have thought about it.
L - Longest car ride? 24 hours- I don't remember it though...I was 4.
M - Milkshake flavor? Chocolate.
N - Number of siblings-1 (6)< I'm adopted, but my parents had other kids.(One who's adopted, and the rest are my bios that I don't know)
O - One wish? To be free of being called a burden to know.
P - Person you texted last? Amber...
Q - Question you are always asked? are you okay?
R - Reason to smile? My best friend that won't let me cry anymore.
S - Song you last listened to? Not a Second to Waste; A rocket ship to the moon
T - Time you woke up? 11:34 ?
U - Underwear color? I'm wearing boxers :3
V - Violent moment you have had? I punch a wall....
W - Worst habit? Falling in love too quick.
X - X-rays you had? Wrist, elbow, knee, neck, and back.
Y - Yoyos are? Weird- like me(:
Z - Zodiac sign? Libra :3