tears keep rolling, cause you know what I want to say to you?
Bailey, you told me you loved me when we were together. You
promised you didn't like Arri whatsoever. Now you're with
her. You're with somebody who could hurt you the instant they
get really mad. You're with somebody who has more issues than I
do. You say you're so happy with this one, but what about me?
Were you not happy with me? What happened to US. What happened to
laying on the bench outside of PQ holding each other? What happened
to me being your princess? When you broke up with me, you went
right to Arri. The DAY you dumped me. The DAY you dumped me, you
two were together. How does this happen? When that day you were
telling me about how much you loved me, it was my BIRTHDAY weekend.
We spent the ENTIRE day together. We were so happy. What happened
to that girl that made everything go better? Now I'm numb, now
I'm numb thinking about you and Arri. I cry every night, okay?
You wanna hear how upset I am? I cry every night. Every night away
from you is like a stab in the heart. I feel like I'm numbing
everywhere because I can't text you like we used to.
There's nothing between us? I still am in love with the girl
who told me she loved me. Now, this girl you're with- she has
everything I ever held. She has my world. And for the moment that I
was able to call you mine, I should have lived it up more because
now I'm devistated for trusting you. You, out of all the
people. I still love YOU. You carved your name inside my heart, now
this burn won't stop. You and I will never be friends. I
can't stand being like this. I will NOT get over you because
every time I try... I really do try.... Your words keep repeating.
Over, and over, and over. Everybody tries to tell me that I'm
better off with out you. But, I'm worse. I'm worse than I
ever was before. Arri doesn't deserve you. But I guess you will
have to see that for yourself. Sometimes, when I'm crying like
this- I wish we had never met. I wish we - or I - had never fallen
in love with you. I think you're confused. But, you know what.
I won't change your mind. There's no fu*cking point in
trying to because you're gone. Dylan warned you that Arri was
into you. You denied it. Then you tell me... You fu*cking tell me
that you've liked her since Pride Fest? What kind of person are