Xxjessx0

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10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.


idkk i saw it somewhere; just saving<3
sawesa 

SO GUYS;

>>today was my birthday.<<

&he didn't even l o o k at me.

shows how much he still cares....

IT'S BEEN 3 M O N T H S.
since i last had any answers.
since i felt like i could fly, from
being in y o u r arms. Everything 
was going right. & iknow you told
me it wasn't my fault, that i didn't
do anything wrong, but every time
I look at you, I d i e a little more
inside. I wish I knew what happened,
what i did wrong. That way, i'd have
something to cry about. But, I have

nothing , & somehow i'm 
always crying anyway. I still
see it in your eyes though,
the way you used to look
at me. The only 
thing i'm hanging onto is possibly
being with you again. Its been 3
months; & honestly, i'm broken,&
in love with you. But at the same time,
. . .I ' M H E L P L E S S. . .



 




Somewhere in between
all the mind games, lies, and seduction i fell for you. 
Somewhere in between all the broken promises, 
manipulation, and heart aches i got over you, 
but i guess i fibbed a few times too.. 
remember all those times i swore i needed you? 
well, consider them lies because babe, 
here i am without you and 
i survived.

She;
is sitting in her room.
on this dark gloomy night.
crying, wondering,
listening to all these sad songs.
Her phones shut off,
She's shutting everyone out.
Thinking about how she never had him,
but he had her heart.
Nobody knew about them.
She wasn't even sure for herself.
But isn't all love blind?
She silently whispers to her stuffed bear,
lying beside her on her bed,
"He knew how I felt about him,
what did i do wrong...?"



He;
sitting there, in the livingroom
of his best friends house, on
this dark, gloomy, rainy night.
All their friends are there.
He's not speaking,& he
keeps losing his COD game.
She grabs his hand, looks at him
"What's wrong baby?" She asks,
everyone looks thinking about how 
they are 'so in love.' But none of them know.
about how he felt about her, that other girl,
who's crushed, because of how he hid her,
under this disguise. He doesn't respond, just pulls
& looks away."Nothing." he replies. As he 
silently looks in the mirror and thinks to himself,
"Nobody understands, she didn't deserve this.
I loved her more than i could ever love anyone.
but nobody will ever know, she's gone now..." 




they were perfect together.















Standing out in the rain,
knowing that it's really over.
Please don't leave me alone.
I'm flooded with all this pain,
knowing that I'll never hold you,
like i did, 
before the storm.

Boys,
are like frogs.
they all want to be kissed,
but only one will turn into your prince.

&i wanted you to know,






i love the way you laugh.

Why Boys Go Out With Girls...
Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite gender thinking of you? They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you. This is all true and not fake! If you repost this in 5 minutes the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out, or grab you, and kiss you. But, if you break this chain no one will like you, or ask you out again for 5 years.

advice...


WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD:

-SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU!

WHEN SHE ACTS SHY:

-SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU:

- CHASE HER

WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS:

- KISS HER

WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES:

- HOLD HER TIGHT

WHEN SHE IS SILENT:

- SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU:

- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!

WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY:

- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO

WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST:

- TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL

WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU:

- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT!!

WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING:

-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS

WHEN SHE'S SCARED:

-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU

WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER:

- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY

WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HAND:

- PLAY WITH HER FINGERS

WHEN SHE SAYS SHE'S COLD:

-SHE WANTS YOU TO HOLD HER TIGHT

Post this in the next 70 seconds and you will have the best day of your life this friday and the one you love will too!!!

Lightning don't strike,
the same place twice.
When you & i said goodbye,
I felt the angels cry.