IT'S BEEN 3 M
O N T H S.
since i last had any answers.
since i felt like i could fly, from
being in y o u
r arms. Everything
was going right. & iknow you told
me it wasn't my fault, that i didn't
do anything wrong, but every time
I look at you, I d i
e a little more
inside. I wish I knew what happened,
what i did wrong. That way, i'd have
something to cry about. But, I have
♥
nothing , & somehow i'm
always crying anyway. I still
see it in your eyes though,
the way you used to look
at me. The only
thing i'm hanging onto is possibly
being with you again. Its been 3
months; & honestly, i'm broken,&
in love with you. But at the same time,
. . .I
' M H E L P L E S S. . .
Somewhere in between
all the mind games, lies, and seduction i fell for you.
Somewhere in between all the broken promises,
manipulation, and heart aches i got over you,
but i guess i fibbed a few times too..
remember all those times i swore i needed you?
well, consider them lies because babe,
here i am without you and
i survived.
He;
sitting there, in the
livingroom
of his best friends house, on
this dark, gloomy, rainy night.
All their friends are there.
He's not speaking,& he
keeps losing his COD game.
She grabs his hand, looks at him
"What's wrong baby?" She asks,
everyone looks thinking about how
they are 'so in love.' But none of them know.
about how he felt about her, that other girl,
who's crushed, because of how he hid her,
under this disguise. He doesn't respond, just pulls
& looks away."Nothing." he replies. As he
silently looks in the mirror and thinks to himself,
"Nobody understands, she didn't deserve this.
I loved her more than i could ever love anyone.
but nobody will ever know, she's gone
now..."
they were perfect
together.