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since i dont want to bother my so called friends im gonna vent to witty.
ohh my dayy. my day sucks, today i wore my new victoria secret pants and a victoria secret shirt (hopeing to fit in) not being myself i tryed opening myself up to more oppertunities, and new people. i talked to some of my old friends but they laughed and told me noone liked me. i went to my guy friends lunch table and they laughed when i got there and wouldent look at me. it might sound stupied, but it hurts, as soon as i left i went to my social studies room because i didnt wanna be humiliated even more. im not myself at school, at home im so call *emo*  if you wanna call it. i cut, recently actully, fresh cuts on my hips and of course i have swimmming for school tomarrow, and what am i gonna do? let people see? hurt myself even more... i dont know, people hate me enough alreddy should they know the real me. know that iv almost committed suicide becuase of them? its cool to put me through hell. but as soon as i bring up sucide most people shut up, but noooope not at my school, they keep laughing thinking im looking for attetin. i cant wait for the day i grow balls and kill myself. i literley cant wait.

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