psychosis*

Status: what hi
Joined: January 13, 2012
Last Seen: 1 year
user id: 263270
Location: Clock Town, Termina
Gender: F

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My boyfriend decided it was a brilliant idea to walk thirty miles-- five hours straight in the middle of a sweltering Oklahoma summer-- to see me.





 
Fifteen ways to stay alive
1. Offer the wolves your arm only from the elbow down. Leave tourniquet space. Do not offer them your calves. Do not offer them your side. Do not let them near your femoral artery, your jugular. Give them only your arm.
2. Wear chapstick when kissing the bomb.
3. Pretend you don't know English.
4. Pretend you never met her.
5. Offer the bomb to the wolves. Offer the wolves to the zombies.
6. Only insert a clean knife into your chest. Rusty ones will cause tetanus. Or infection.
7. Don't inhale.
8. Realize that this love was not your trainwreck, was not the truck that flattened you, was not your Waterloo, did not cause massive hemorrhaging from a rusty knife. That love is still to come.
9. Use a rusty knife to cut through most of the noose in a strategic place so that it breaks when your weight is on it.
10. Practice desperate pleas for attention, louder calls for help. Learn them in English, French, Spanish: May Day, Aidez-Moi, Ayúdeme.
11. Don't kiss trainwrecks. Don't kiss knives. Don't kiss.
12. Pretend you made up the zombies, and only superheroes exist.
13. Pretend there is no kryptonite.
14. Pretend there was no love so sweet that you would have died for it, pretend that it does not belong to someone else now, pretend like your heart depends on it because it does. Pretend there is no wreck -- you watched the train go by and felt the air brush your face and that was it. Another train passing. You do not need trains. You can fly. You are a superhero. And there is no kryptonite.
15. Forget her name.

I wanted him to mean something. I wanted to wake up the next day and be able to easily speak out “wow, last night was amazing and we should do it again sometime, we should do it again because we’re together and we’re happy.” But these hopes are tied to thin string and my grasp is becoming a bit frantic. I am the storm and you are the sun. I want to parade around on everything, show them that I’m more than just a cause to getting wet, that I could become so much more than a trickle. I could be a hurricane, a typhoon, permanent destruction. But you dry me out with heat I couldn’t get from opening a window in the middle of August. You drain, twist, and pin me to a line so high from where my feet feel safe. You are my dedication and I feed on your attention like I’ve never been shown the slightest hospitality. I want to be out where people can see, but only if your fingers find mine, only if your eyes light up when my voice becomes apparent, only if my doubts are wrong and become first class tickets to a right. I want you to mean something. thisisforspacingpurposesjustignorethis

I exist in two places,
here and where you are.

 



my melancholy is the most faithful sweetheart I have had



We're all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn't. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing.
the world is heavy
but your bones
(just a cubic inch)
can hold 19,000 lbs

ounce for ounce
they are stronger than steel

atom for atom
you are more precious than diamond  

and stars have died
so that you may live

you need to remember these things
when you say that you are weak
and worthless




The past beats within me like a second heart.




 





      ALL THINGS ARE
  
    DELICATELY
      INTERCONNECTED.









"AND ALL I LOVED, I LOVED ALONE."
                                                                                   edgar allen poe



 
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