Hi there, beautiful people!! :)This is Paty ,13. I blow out the candles the 18th of april. l Iove ridding horses, my hobby over all. I have don´t have so much friends but yet they are all amazing and I love them all, a lot of people have tried to ruin my life and they messed it all up.
My crush ,I love him he can always make me smile, and make it my day , he makes me smile as much as I can,even though everybody says he loves me I´m to shy to tell him... I love writing stories, but I don´t think they are worth posting .
Well, and this is my story When I was 9 years I was called fat, I stopped eating, I spent like 1 week or barely eating, I got hospitalized and spent there a lot of time, and when I finally got out it didnt go better, it got worst and I got hospitalized again 3 times that year,but then I got better and started eating.It didn´t last much and got hospitalized again.Im now 13 and Im getting worst again. I have skipped meals I actually get to eat just a sandwich a day or less, lately I have lost weigh and I throw up at nights... I cut for the first time 3 days ago, and I cry myself to sleep, I also have an eating disorder.
Thanks to 1 person I´ve stop feeling worthless, ignored, ugly,fat. The most amaziong guy I have known.He has gone through the same he has been bullied and ignored, called weird and strange, now he is one of the most popular boys he is not a player, he doesent have a lot of girls going insane for him, he doesen´t like football... It´s just the way he treats people, he know what we´ve gone through.He calls me beautiful and would hit anyone who called me anything he has already done it.,when a boy hit me, he hit him and said him "Hit her againg and I will beat you up" .
By the way If you have read everything up to here I just simply love you <3
Tumblr : always--here--for--you.tumblr.com
It
You are not stupid.
Say it out loud. Look in the mirror and say it as many tines as it takes to convince yourself.
People do care about you, maybe it doesn't seem like it right now, but there are loads and loads of people who do. I don't know you but I still care.
If your crush doesn't really like your friend, he'll realise it sooner or later. And if he doesn't, then he's not worth your time. Everytime you want to cut, do something else.
Drawing and writing are good ways to do so.
From 2013, keep a little jar of all the good things, however small, and read them over.
Second, instead of cutting, to slowly get off it, aear a rubber band on your wrist and snap it instead. And like Mel87 said, stay positive. You can do it (:
Its like a drug its so hard to stop...Get rid of anything that you could you to harm your self, keep your self busy so you have no thoughts when you find your self thinking about it do something to keep your mind off it fast! Ignore the little voice telling you to do it..I haven't cut in near a year and I still hear that wee voice, you need to learn to ignore it, keep your self busy, keep your mind off it, think positive find a song that makes you happy and listen to it when you start to feel down, instead of cutting think of others way's to get over the pain, let it out tell some one how you feel? Write how you feel then through it away? Take a minute to think about everything good inyour life and there all ways is good in your life. Hope I help <3
Try the butterfly project.
Courtney, purplee :)
"Living young and wild and free" (sorry your username reminded me of that :3)