awhh yaaaaaaay breaks, i have to go to physical therapy 3 times a week for a month plus do stretches at home twice a day everyday..... ughhhh i only have 44 more days of school so that is really good lol.
the element of surprise i guess? gotta keep you on your toes. idk i thought about going into the service even though i know what i want to major in college and stuff but i wouldnt pass the physicals because sooo many problems...oh well i guess its not a big deal.
she doesnt have a facebook. i have thought about like googling her and like mail her a letter but my mom would ask why (she doesnt know about anything i keep things to myself whether if its healthy or not... i do it) and just tell her that i am truly 17 and everything but idk i think it would be akward and weird and make things worse possibly
oh wow, maybe she just needs to be alone to figure her self out?
yeahh idk i got a message from her and i just broke down reading it. she doing well and im just barely okay.
do you guys know where youll be stationed or anything once you get deployed?? youre like my older brother lol. i hope all of you guys stay well and safe.
maybe time will heal her? or something it takes time but how much time? yeah i dont know.
and i cant do anything about it one of my friends said send her my ID but i cant send anything and i dont want her to get in more trouble because of me because now she has no privacy....like this happened in the summer her mom thought i was older or something and like why is a 17 year old talking to a 15 year old? idk i dont get what the big deal is were friends. but who knows.
Well thats good and she may have pushed away and everything but if she ever needs anything she knows that she can always go to one of you and your brothers though. My exams went well, just onto the new semester and honestly 2014 sorta sucks so far.... i was facetiming one of my friends shes like my little sister and all that like we are super close and everything and her mom wont let me text her or anything anymore... her mom thinks im around the age of 22-24... idk i miss her a lot but idk im managing its not the same without talking to her everyday. but itll be okay? i graduate from school in may thank the lord! im glad youre doing okay zane.
ZANEEEE :D im doing good i have my exams right now things are just sorta stressful right noww because of them but it will be over soon. hows the army and everything? stay safe zane :)
neither do i really, i don't have access to a computer very often these days, im fine, joined the army with my brothers. thats the only update in my life. hbu ?
Im well enough, how about you.. Dont really have time to come on much either.. its been months since ive been on here. Been distracted, how are things?
fuxk me. why do people have to fuxking do that. i cant stand watching people turn into, something that ... dont self harm, dont hack at yourself, just dont... idc what your going through. you get on here you vent, you call a helpline... dont you dare even think of ripping at your skin again, you understand me... dont.
i cant fuxking stand it.
its the most imature reaction in the world.
There is always another option, always.
if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself
get a better mirror
look a little closer
stare a little longer
there is always a reason to keep trying.
do not hack away at your skin
when your emotions are already hacking away inside of you.
im not upset anymore but it was missing my grandma, feeling like I wasn't worth it, then like my boyfriend idk he cheated on me? idk I don't need him in my life he didn't even live in the states he lived in England with all of the other prissy people lol. yeah but im okay now
I don't know how old you are but I was searching for "HSC" in quotes and I saw a comment from you so I'm going to assume you're in my state. Hi. Sorry about the awkward rambling...
how are youu
she doesnt have a facebook. i have thought about like googling her and like mail her a letter but my mom would ask why (she doesnt know about anything i keep things to myself whether if its healthy or not... i do it) and just tell her that i am truly 17 and everything but idk i think it would be akward and weird and make things worse possibly
yeahh idk i got a message from her and i just broke down reading it. she doing well and im just barely okay.
do you guys know where youll be stationed or anything once you get deployed?? youre like my older brother lol. i hope all of you guys stay well and safe.
and i cant do anything about it one of my friends said send her my ID but i cant send anything and i dont want her to get in more trouble because of me because now she has no privacy....like this happened in the summer her mom thought i was older or something and like why is a 17 year old talking to a 15 year old? idk i dont get what the big deal is were friends. but who knows.
will you ever get deployed or anything?
I hate schoo but I love it idek :(
its the most imature reaction in the world.
There is always another option, always.
if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself
get a better mirror
look a little closer
stare a little longer
there is always a reason to keep trying.
do not hack away at your skin
when your emotions are already hacking away inside of you.
Omg main round uni offers come out tonight :o