Crazy girl*

I can imagine it cant have been easy as breakups are never easy! Thats good, at least you still checked up on him, shows you still care. Well when you're ready to move forward then I suppose you can ask Chris. Ooh look at you having a streak with Joe but hey its nice that you guys are on good terms. Glad to hear your classes are going well. good luck with all the work! Umm I kinda am excited to be 25 but at the same time I'm not. Its my day last day of being 24 and what a year it has been. Well there's not much update with me. Work has been busy but I'm taking time off from today until 3rd February as I need a break. Other than that theres not much going on in my life. Sorry for the late reply, this week has been busy.

*hugs* Its still raw so it will take time for it to sink in and for you to both heal. Oh no, that must be really hard especially if you guys were both talking to each other all the time:/ I can imagine Klauss would have taken a bit hard seeing as he probably didnt see it coming:/ But if the connection isnt there or it isnt the same then sometimes its best to move on. Oh that sucks it didnt go anywhere with Chris. Oh wow Joe popped up again, havent heard you talk about him for a while. Thats good, at least you've set boundaries and dont want anything else with him. Its okay, things will get better girl...right now everything is raw and emotions may be everywhere but its completely normal. Oh gosh tell me about it. Working with loads of women is beyond frustrating. Cant stand the constant gossiping etc. I completely agree with you on that one. Oh wow on Sunday! Damn 6 classes, that is a lot but hey it'll keep you busy which is a good thing I suppose. I'm going to be 25 next Saturday, cant believe it!

Don't worry about it girl, its okay. I've been busy and tired so I didnt get the chance to jump on here. Thanks girl:) I know it should but due to the nature of the job, I have to work Christmas day. * hugs* You're most welcome! Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that you guys broke up. I did see on your Snapchat but thought I'd ask on here so that you dont have to keep explaining it. Ahh I see well if you both left on mutual terms then I suppose its okay. Sometimes when you know its not meant to be then its best to just end things and move forward with life. I hope you're okay though. *big hugs* Omg no way have you started speaking to Chris again..so how is that going? At work I have to work with 5/6 different other staff and I dont like the female environment cause they're all so catty and gossip about one another and somehow I end up being in the middle of it which is so annoying:/ I enjoy my job but these days it makes me depressed cause I just dont like the environment.

You're welcome Nicole and so you should be proud:) Oh no sorry to hear about that. But I'm glad you got some decent amount of money for Christmas. Good luck with making it last. Well I havent started my new position as of yet as I'm going to be attending training at the end of January and then will start the position. Its been a long time since we last spoke! Well actually my manager actually did like the Christmas tree even though she didnt reply to my message. I worked 11 hours on Christmas day. It was quite long and boring as there was nothing to do but I had Christmas dinner with the women so that was nice. I agree, work should be closed on Christmas but oh well it is what it is. Oh no that sucks you couldnt get a gift for Sarah but I'm sure she'll be okay with you getting her a late gift. Thats alright, as we've both been busy. Omg yes it will be. Aw thank you Nicole:) Happy new year to you too! I hope you have a good and prosperous new year filled with great memories and happiness:) cannot believe its the last day of the decade!

Aw yayy congrats Nicole, I'm so proud of you for passing your Math! Knew you could do it:) A C is still good! Omg are you serious? Cant believe she said she doesnt need you no more like why make promises if you arent going to need them in the end *rolls eyes* Good luck finding a job! Thank you so much, I cant wait to get started soon:p You're welcome and I'm glad you're feeling better now. I did set up the tree and it looks really good! My manager was off sick last week so I sent her the picture of the Christmas Tree via Whatsapp and she didnt respond to it:/ Ooh thats good, I bet your house is looking lit and festive:) Omg I can't believe Christmas is this week! Time has flown. I have to work Christmas day:/ Have you done all your Christmas shopping? (Sorry for the late reply)

You're welcome Nicole:) ooh thats brilliant, hope you have passed as you worked hard for your Math final! Oh no, I hope your boss has got back to you now:/ Restrorative Justice is basically bringing the victim and offender together so the victim can talk about how they were effected by the crime the offender committed. Oh no, thats terrible:( I hope you feel better soon! I had to buy a Christmas tree and decorations for work today and it was annoying! I'm gonna make sure my manager helps me set it up tomorrow!

Yeah I guess so. Life is getting busy for both of us. You're welcome. Oh no, good luck on your Math final...hope you do well and pass! Aw I bet you are but before you know it, you'll be doing what you love and getting paid again. Yepp I'm back to full time so my paychecks will be nice:p I'll be doing Restorative Justice in the police department which I'm looking forward to. I know, I'm not used to the change just yet but I'm sure soon I'll be fine with it. Thanks girl, I hope so too. I had the most exhasuting day today and I'm just so ready to sleep right now!

You're most welcome Nicole:) Glad to hear from you as well girl..I've missed our chats. Sorry again for the late reply. Yayy thats good its your last week of classes. Good luck with your exam! Thats nice of your cousin to pick you up from school. Sham definitely is a good friend and I'm lucky to have her:) Glad to hear you had a lovely week off and enjoyed Thanksgiving:) Aw I bet it was lovely seeing your family, friends and your little Muffin. Well it's good to be social but also good to have some me time. Thats good you'll get to work at the daycare again. No problem thats fine. I'll try replying fast as I can. Well whats new with me...I've gone back to full time at work and finish at 7pm most days. Today I got my ID picture taken at Police Headquarters for my volunteering role. The lady who took my picture was so sweet and gave me the most sweetest compliment which made my day. I'm also gonna be working with other staff at my workplace which is kinda weird cause I'm so used to working independently. Work had been so busy lately as we've had a lot of changes:/

I havent got round to watching the animated version of Addams Family yet as work had been crazy busy and I've been ao tired. Happy belated thanksgiving, hope all went well:) I take it this is your last week of School then? Sham got my a really nice but expensive skin care set:) Thats so cool you had a friendsgiving, sounds like a lot of fun. Thats nice of Mandy to drive you home. Hope you enjoyed your time off and had a lovely thanksgiving with family:) I'm so sorry for the late reply:/

Yeah we're both definitely busy so I suppose late replies are okay at this stage. Yeah waiting around in court is long! I love the original Addams family but I'm definitely going to watch the animation soon hopefully. Aw I can imagine you do want it to be over but this is the last week before your Semester ends right as its Thanksgiving on Thursday. I spent the day shopping with Sham yesterday which was nice. She got me a super early birthday present which was nice of her:) hows your weekend going?

You're welcome Nicole:) Thats okay girl, I'm trying to my best to reply to you as well but work leaves me so exhausted. So I apologise for my late replies. Ahh I see, well thats understandable. As long as you cherish the moments you do get together then thats what counts. They were very busy and eventful days alright. But yes it is part of the job. Oh no I wasnt standing in court for 5 hours I was waiting that long for the hearing to get started. I've got a day off work tomorrow but I'm going to go in for a few hours as I need to do some work. Aw that movie sounds interesting, glad you thought of me when you heard those London accents;) I had dinner at my uncles house tonight which was lovely but I'm so tired now. I really want to watch The Addams Family in cinemas..you know the animation one.

You're welcome. Honestly, no need to apologise as I've been super busy myself. Aw thats sweet of you..but I understand you're busy so take your time girl. Can't believe your sister is 18, shes the same age as my little sister:p Oh the work emergency was just an important meeting with the women. Aw thats good, least you got to see your family and Muffin even if it was for 1 day. Well 1 night spent with Klauss is better than no night right:p oh yeah Thanksgiving is not too far off for you...I'm sure you're very excited about that! I've had a busy two days at work. Yesterday the detectives came to my workplace to do a video interview for one of my women which took a long while. But I had a good conversation with the police officer. Today I had to go court as one of my other women wanted to take a restraining order out against her husband. We were at court for almost 5 hours! The process was so long winded. However the attorney was a nice young guy who really knew his stuff. Plus he praised me which was nice. I saw my woman's husband as he walked past me twice and he smiled at me but I didnt smile back obviously. Thankfully he didnt recognise me. These past two days, I didnt even get the chance to have a lunch break cause I've been so busy. But I'm in bed now and ready to go sleep.

I totally agree with that! Glad you had fun at the Logic concert. Happy belated birthday to Sam. Cant believe shes 18 already! Shes now a young adult:p I had to cancel my date with Sham as I had a work emergency. The girls day on Saturday was good...it was a nice a catchup plus good food too. I know, it feels forever since we last spoke:p Wow you've definitely had an eventful weekend. Hope you enjoyed yourself though. How did it feel going back home? Aw I can imagine it would feel weird coming home for a day but I suppose its cause you've gotten used to staying at College. I've had a busy week at work so I've been going to bed early. I have a busy weekend ahead though! Do you have any plans for the weekend?

*hugs* Thanks girl, I'm just gonna focus on myself. I sure did:) Yeah it can be hard but I've slowly adjusted to it. Ooh look at you with all those fun plans! Hope you have a good time at the concert:p Ahh right I see, I get what you mean...once you get used to moving out of home, you'd rather just be in your own space. I'm seeing Sham tomorrow so I'm looking forward to that. On Saturday me and my cousins are gonna have a girls day, where we're gonna order food and have a catchup. On Sunday my aunt is inviting me and my family over for dinner so that should be nice. Got a busy 3 day weekend ahead!

You should definitely switch doctors if your current one is giving you attitude! Thanks girl. Ahh right I see. Thats okay, no need to apologise. *hugs* I don't feel bad as I'm interested in getting into a relationship right now anyway. I just want to focus on myself and my career. You're most welcome. So you should be proud as its not easy seeking help. I think it probably is my posture as I dont really sit that straight. I definitely need to work on my posture. My weekend went well. My nieces and nephews came down so it was nice seeing them. I went back to work today and had a productive day which was good but I was so tired. I feel like my brain was still on holiday mode though. How was your weekend?

I know but its gotta be done. I'm gonna switch to a different dentist after next week because I don't like the attitude of some of the girls who work there *rolls eyes* You're welcome. Its normal to be stressed but just focus on the present for now. Thanks girl. Yeah pretty much most of my friends are married and have had babies too. Haha yeah I'm at that age where everyone keeps asking me when I'm getting married etc. It can be annoying sometimes but everything happens in its own timing:p Aw go you Nicole! I'm so proud of you for finally taking the step to make an appointment with the counsellor. *hugs* I've got the worst back and shoulder pain right now which is so frustrating:/

You're welcome girl. Whether you're good or not at Math at least you're trying your best which is the main thing. Haha yes girk you get that money:p I agree, it definitely is and I'm actually enjoying my week off even though I dont have much planned. My dentist appointment went well but I have to go back next Wednesday for deep cleaning. Its not really a spa day as I'm just getting a facial but nonetheless I'm still looking forward to it. Ooh look at you taking all those classes. But they sound like really interesting classes. But go you for going that extra mile to get those credits for your degree! Best of luck with it! I'm sure you'll be able to handle it and do well. Tbh there's nothing really interesting going on in my life at present. Same old with me:p But my friend Hena got married last week and she looked pretty.

You're welcome. I have no doubt that you'll bring that grade up to a C as you do work hard! Hopefully you won't have to take that class again. I'm glad buying tickets to see Taylor has lifted up your spirits even if it has left a hole in your bank account however you can always make that money again right? Glad to hear Klauss enjoyed his mini gathering. Sounds like a lovely celebration:) Thanks girl and well I dont have much planned. I just want to relax this week. I went shopping with my mom today and took my little cousin to the park. Tomorrow I have a dentist appointment which I am dreading eek:/ Then on the weekend I am going to get a facial and my eyebrows done. I was thinking of getting a haircut too maybe. Ooh that sounds exciting, what classes have you selected for next semester?

Aw yay congrats on getting that C girl! I've heard cucumbers work wonders for dark circles so I'm going to look into trying that remedy. Ahh right I see. Yeah its never easy making an appointment with a counselor as its a big step so only do it when you're ready. You're welcome. Glad to hear you're doing better now. Thats awesome, I bet getting tickets to see Taylor has lifted your mood now!:D Well so you should be excited as you deserve to go see bae! Ooh that sounds lovely, I'm sure Klauss will enjoy that little party. I'm off work next week and soo happy as I really need a break!

You're welcome! Fingers crossed you have passed. Sleep is very important but I hate how it always plays up, its so frustrating. I'm starting to get eye bags and circles under my eyes:/ You're most welcome Nicole:) *hugs* Oh no, I'm sorry to hear that but I feel you on that one as I havent been myself lately:/ Birth control can be a side effect to how you're feeling. Maybe try a different form of birth control and see if that works. Everything happens in due time, when you're feeling 100% ready then call the counselor to schedule an appointment. Remember mental health is important. Oh no sorry to hear you havent been well. I hope you feel better soon girl both mentally and physically. *big hugs*