Zoraidaz

Status: WANTED
Joined: June 28, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: September 21
user id: 188420
Location: London
Gender: F


Hello there :)

I'm 16, from England and have terrible self esteem and can be suicidal,
but that's pretty average for Witty so I don't expect any sympathy or help.
I don't plan on living past the next year or so, but I'm hanging on to see my friends graduate.
I know I won't,  because I'm not good enough to.
But that's okay.
I'll be sleeping permanently by then and won't have to worry :)


I adore drawing and writing. My profile picture isn't mine, but my background is~
It's my favourite piece to date. Unfortunately you cannot see Fletcher's face :c
They are also main characters in my novel, The Rise. Please give it a read!
Here's the
link. Please also check out my gallery, as well~


My favourite video games and anime/mangas are:
 Pokémon, Fairy Tail, Final Fantasy, Fragile Dreams, SSBB, Kuroko no Basket, The Legend of Zelda and Vocaloid
but pretty much anything manga or anime related out there is awesome~
I am a huuuuge hardcore yaoi fan btw ;D


My dream is to become a Games Designer, be it computer games or video games.
You know, do all the plots, ideas, modelling and animation and planning and stuff~
I also want to get my books published and become a proper author.
I already have one on the way, and another following~


Please also add me on DeviantART , NaNoWriMo.org or Tumblr if you have the time! ^-^



 


Quotes by Zoraidaz



My heart is broken.
release me
I can't hold on


~Evanescence


it's funny because I'm not even good at breathing
I'm terribly asthmatic and unfit
good going, genes. 

 
Depression is like scuba diving.
Usually, you come back up when your air is running out. But very occasionally, it goes wrong, and you don't have time to get the the surface before your breath runs out. Then you start to sink.. So slowly. It's so painful. When you get your air, you cry a little. But when you're drowning, you have no air, and you can't cry. You're empty. Hollow. Dead inside. And the black water fills you up, swallows you, blocks out all light and sound and destroys all your senses. All you can feel is the pain in your chest, the neverending pain. All you want is to finally drown and die. You need to be relieved from the pain. It's too much. You need to go. But it's taking forever... The pain is endless, it hurts so much, and there's nothing you can do. Can you feel it? Can you feel the darkness creeping in? Overpowering your senses? All the pressure on your body and mind... It's so hard to cope. You want to break. Your chest is tight, you want to burst. You  want to cry so hard. You want to shatter, explode, collapse. But you can't... You've got to hold it in. You can't show anyone all this. You've got to keep working hard at things that are meaningless. School, tests, hobbies... They won't matter when you're dead.
Why should they matter now?



& don't you just hate it when you remember
he doesn't exist
he's all in your head
nobody really loves you

and you're totally alone
 


I guess I just fell in love with the wrong girl.

 

 



A doodle a day

keeps the boredom at bay! 






 



I will wander until the end of time
half alive without you

 


don't try to fix me
i'm not broken.

 


if I smile, then don't believe

soon, I know I'll wake from this dream


 


crying so hard in the rain

so nobody sees your tears