_invisible_me_

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Joined: April 8, 2013
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user id: 356203
Gender: F
Hi, im 13 years old. im not the average teenager out there. my best friend? she cuts... The boy i like? oh hes dating the girl that hates me guts.
my family? ohh  just fighting & fighting. im depressed & i selfharm. I get bullied everday pretty much.
people tell me to "stay strong"   i say " im glad you made it through the day"  im usually invisible at school. 
if you need anyone to talk to im here for you<3  ~livvy.

Quotes by _invisible_me_

she's got the biggest heart
that you could possibly imagine.
there's room for everyone in there.
strangers, friends, family alike.
if you need her help,
she'll provide it.
but when it comes to help herself,
she's unsure of what to do
but when she smiles,
it seems as though she has forgotten
about those wretched problems.
if only i could make her smile all the time
the world might be a better place.
sometimes a good cry in the shower is all ou need, to release the pain that has built up inside.
Boy;                                                   Girl;
i saw her today.                              i saw him today.
it seems like its been forever        i wonder if he still cares
she looks better than before         i couldn't stop staring at him
I asked how things are going        i asked about his new girlfriend
i'd pick her over any girl                i bet he's happy now
i cant look at her without crying   he wouldn't even look at me
told her i missed her                      he didn't mean it
i meant it                                         he doesn't mean it
i love her                                         he loves his new girlfriend
i held her for the last time             he gave me a friendly hug
then i went home and cried          then i went home and cried
     i lost her.                                                       i love him.
i'm happy, but sad.
i want to die, but i dont.
i love you, but i hate you.
i'm tired, but im not.
i'm fine, but not really.
i can't talk to you,
but i can't not talk to you.
she is sad

she is hurt

she is dying

she is alone

she is lonely

she is a mess

she is judged

she is ignored

she is sucidal

she is confused

she is depressed

she is stressed

she is misunderstood

she is tired but shes still living

she is hurt but wont show it

she is screaming but is silent

she is in pain but still smiling

SHE IS ME....

he makes me feel like im not worthless for once, hes adorable. the way he looks at me. The way he smiles when he sees my face. He's perfect. he makes me stop crying . He saves me from the bad & turns it to good.
he likes me. i like him. am i missing something here?
it's all for attention right?
she cuts for attention doesn't she?
she thinks about sucide everyday.
SHE STARVES HERSELF.
she cries herself to sleep.
SHE'S BROKEN.....
but it's all for attention right?
home alone.
you break down,
letting out everything,
crying as loud as you can.


your family comes home,
and here you go.
fake smile, fake laugh,
and pretend everythings okay.

• they don't suspect a thing•
•they don't suspect their child is broken and falling apart....•
I kissed the scars on her skin, I still think you're beautiful and I never wanna lose my best friend.