_vannah_432

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Joined: April 14, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 292348
World watch out! Because I'm coming at ya full force!!!!
My favorite quote:
"I love you, not for what you are, but what I am when I am with you" -Roy Croft
 
There are some pretty amazing people in my life :)
My dad, a colonel in the U.S. Army, my mom, sister, and brother.
My besties Cayla and Chasely. I probably wouldn't be here if I hadn't had them.
A ton of others and of course all of you! <3
My name is Savannah Dawn Weaver, I'm 14 years young in 8th grade :) I play on my high-school's varsity soccer team and soccer is my life!!!! :D
I've attempted suicide once before by over-dosing and I'm stuck in depression. I'm working hard to get out though because I want to be me again.
Whenever I'm not depressed though, I'm always smiling and laughing, even if I don't mean it.
I'll listen to anything that interests me. I don't have specific genres I like, but a ton of songs all jumbled together. So I've got a wide variety of artists in my ipod :)

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I'm looking for a Witty best friend :)  I can get along with basicallyanyone so I only have a few things I'm looking for.
- for you to be around my age (so 14-15)
- to be able to text,email,facebook, or skype/oovoo (doesn't have to be all)
- someone to vent to and just trust
- and someone who can teach me how ta actually use formats and stuff :P

Any takers? :)
Ok, I need some advice.
My bestie is like my sister and I really trust her, and I also trust this guy I like and likes me back. This weekend he told me she was talking behind my back and can't wait for me to move and is spreading stuff about me. Then she turned around and said he was being a player and "talking" with other girls too. I have no idea who to believe because ALL of it sounds wrong.
I'd appreciate any help.

My hands rest on the crown of my head
I think in remorse of our bond, now a tattered thread
The pain I hide is engulfing my soul
I hide it from you with my cheerful facade
While now in my heart a gaping hole


Anything we once had has gone up in a fiery flame
Just like always I take all the blame
You are oblivious to my pain
Do you really not see what you have done
If I don't escape, not much longer will I stay sane


You still shine bright, while I'm off to the side out of sight
I forever continue to try to take flight
It seems impossible for you to have a flaw
Yet you are unable to stop us from falling apart
This one fact keeps me in awe


My heart forever continues to break
There is no longer time to fix that one grave mistake
The last grains of sand in the hourglass begin to land
Will you realize and turn it again?
Not fast enough, for there goes the final grain of sand


My hands rest on the crown of my head
I think in remorse of our bond, now a tattered thread
The pain I hide is engulfing my soul
I hide it from you with my cheerful facade
While now in my heart a gaping hole





Pain inside
No where to hide
Why should I share
If no one will care
As I stand off to the side

My life is a lie
While they watch me and sigh
I can't do anything right
I'm totally out of sight
They can't even hear me say "hi"

I need a haven
To help break me away from the soul crushing raven
Ready to engulf me
And only I can see
I just need some kind of haven


Laugh as long as you breathe

 
                                         Love as long as you live