aapny916

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Joined: July 1, 2008
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and sometimes lifes about taking chances,
 
   jumping &
leaping before you're ready
 
 falling before you'll be caught
   but if you keep trying for your first ©  love 

 maybe someday ;+ you'll get that


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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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so, sorry it's taken me so long to respond. college applications got me swamped & i went on a trip to philly yesterday with my ap gov't class.

if you moved...that would be a little weird i'm thinking because they'd all live right near you. the whole chrisitan thing?! that's a little strange too. but you have to be thankful for friends who come over and save you. shawn & his girlfriend broke up i guess, but he didn't tell me this time. some girl who works with his ex told me. so i don't know where me & shawn are anymore these days. but keep me posted on the whole chrisitan/justin/other boys :o)
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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so happy late halloween to start off with. next how was florida? and three i am sorry we couldn't talk longer the other day about the whole justin thing. but i can relate yet again...shawn's being a brat. shocking i know. it's almost his birthday & i don't know what i should do. i'm sick of being the only one trying. he said he knows the fault is on him, but he doesn't try. any suggestions. i'll try to IM you this week :o)
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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aww girl i'm sorry. and that's good he didn't show up high. have fun in florida :D we'll find time to talk i'm sure. even if you want to leave me a long post & i'll delete it after i read it. but have fun in the warm weather while i'm in the cold.
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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is the new quote about justin?!
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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so he IMed me today & apologized and stuff. it was really nice the conversation was nice. he understands all the blame lies on him. which is good. hes taking responsibility for it at least. he wants to work things out...should i give him another chance?
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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How can two people;
go from being so close, to barley speaking.
From knowing everything about eachother,
to now having nothing to do in there lives.
To go from being so completely in love,

to lost without eachother
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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don't feel awful. him & i just got into a fight. he's at that point where he's going to pick fights about every little thing. so i'm just going to walk away and if our friendship means enough to him he'll come. but honestly, i don't think that our friendship means enough to him anymore. like when i texted him tonight he's like idfk i'm busy. so i was like why do you feel you need to freak on me just because i asked you a question & he never said anything back. so quite honestly i dont care anymore.
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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that quote is how i feel. its so true. like okay i understand him & i are friends. or supposed to be bestfriends, but you don't treat someone like crap because your girlfriends around. none of my guy friends' gilfriends like me however with shawn his girlfriends are the only ones who ever seem to care. i mean maybe it's because when we talked it was like no one else was there & the fact that i knew more than any of his girlfriends ever had. but im starting to think not so much anymore...i'm starting to think that i "wasted" 3 years on a worthless friendship, but you know what they say...the friends that you keep for a lifetime you don't make in high school. i'm just hoping they're right. because if they're wrong i'm going to be one lonely person. cause the way shawn acts with the not talking & this & that is the way most of my friends are acting :\ i'll try my hardest to IM you this weekend so we can talk.
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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so you don't think i'm wrong in my decision...? cause everyone else seems to think i'm crazy for just "dropping him like a fly"
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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honestly i dont know what happened with us. it happens every time he gets a girlfriend. he changes in a way and no one sees or gets it except me. but the change in his attitude this time is major because the girlfriend goes to our school. i just can't take the dirty looks anymore from her. and as much as i don't want her to "win" she kinda does. she gets him. i hope she's happy. and he'll see me when he's not with her & he doens't even say hi anymore. so it makes me feel like i did something even though i didnt. i'm just to the point where if he wants to make this work he can because why should i "waste" my energy on trying to make things work with him when i could be doing something else. i mean i know it may be the wrong way of thinking...but at this point its the only thing left i can think of to do.
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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so i thought a bestfriend was someone you could count on...i guess not :\
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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if you want my honest opinion. give him homecoming as his last chance. and if he messes up then be done with him brandy. honestly he can't keep doing this to you. that's complete crap... you're asking him for one SIMPLE request. for one night, not to do anything. honestly if your friendship means that much to him you think he'd show up not high. if it was me in this situation if it was me & shawn...i would give shawn one final chance. i wouldn't be able to deal with all the crap anymore. but our friendship means enough to me that i would give him one more chance. and speaking of shawn...his girlfriend. ahhh she annoys me. i went over to talk to him the other day cause he looked miserable and she came out of the classroom she was in and gave me the NASTIEST look ever. i was like haha youre cool. i just wish she'd learn im not going anywhere fast so she can either learn to love me or she could just accept the fact that him and i are friends. but this year for his birthday it should be interesting. because i always make him chocolate chip cookies for his birthday because he loves them & then i give them to him in the morning with his card and his birthday hug, but since she's going to be there this year...i just don't know. :o\ but give justin one more chance. i will IM you on tuesday cause im free & we can talk about everything :o)
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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i think people need to not worry about things that don't concern them...but that's just my opinion. i'll try to IM you monday and tell you my stories. have a good weekend girlie :o)
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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mhm agreed. im not interested in anyone either. boys are dumb. and if j wants to throw his life away let him. shawn & i are like rly good again so im happy :o) and that kid cody i was telling you about... i have some stuff to tell you, so ill tell you next time we talk.
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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the sad thing is...that sounds exactly like me at this point. there's too many other stresses in my life. i promise i will try to get an actual hold of you soon. so we can have an actual conversation where the responses are delayed. but keep your head up til we talk...school will get easier :o) i'll talk to you soon!
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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i completely understand. so friday night at 11 a friend of mine came over to my house & my mom came downstairs and saw him and shes like just be out soon, then she went back upstairs and he stayed. and the kid i was telling you about...i think he likes someone else. i'm telling you girl, i have the WORST luck with guys ever. :o( but whatever. i dont need a boyfriend...or so i keep telling myself. and the girl that i think he likes, isnt even that pretty. :\ but whatever. i agree with you. we should just take things one day at a time and carpe dium :o) talk to you soon!
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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thanks :o) and justin's being a brat in my opinion. i'm sorry but you don't do that to someone. you don't turn everything into a fight. i know how it feels. shawn's done it to me before. it's not nice. it's not fair & it makes you feel bad. it makes you think you did something wrong, but its not you. he just needs to figure out WHAT he wants from the friendship you guys have and once he figures out what he wants from the friendship ya'll has he'll come back! if not it's his loss, that's how i look at it now. if shawn doesn't want me then it's his loss not mine.
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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very much so agreed. shawn's back in my life ish again and it's okay with me. todays my birthday so he wished me one & we talked for a bit. but i completely get the whole justin thing. you shouldnt have to make it work on your own. like me i walked away and he came back proving our friendship means something. but ill talk to you soon! :o)
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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he thinks i have a boyfriend...and i think it's funny :o) is that a bad thingg?
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aapny916 1 decade ago to brandychele92
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oh i know he will & it bugs the crap outta me but whatever im not gonna let it bug me anymore. it's my senior year if he wants to waste it with some girl & not his friends fine let him. and i know what you mean about too much stress in your life. thats why im letting shawn do his thing & if he wants to throw it all away...fine cause i'm not gonna be there when things go bad this time. i ALWAYS am and he can't keep playing me like this. it hurts to much. even though theres no feelings for him no one gets how much it hurts & plays with my emotions.
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