acutterthatluvsbutterflys

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hi my name is prim and i have been through alot. i have been raped, my father abuses me, i cut, and i have tried suicide twice. one direction is the only thing that kept me from killing myself. so please help me by going here ~http://www.933flz.com/pages/meet-one-direction/index.php?linkid=10437   

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But no,
we aren't friends
because you're a jerk
you don't understand
you don't care
you get in my business
you never leave me alone
you're obnoxious
and you all really need to leave me alone 

Each time I'm close to taking my own life, a whole list of people cross my mind.



The one that stops me from committing suicide is my sister.

She has no idea that she saves my life.

But deep down I'm terrified she'll end up as screwed up as I am.

my dad almost took the woop to her but i stepped infront of her

When I was in 3rd grade, I met Lydia, who told me all her secrets.



She was abused in every way by both her parents. One day she stopped answering my emails and calls. She disappeared completely.

Now every so often I ask people if they remember her.

I'm the only one that she told. I could have saved her. 

Sometimes, when I whisper little comments to myself like "I think I did pretty well on that run" or "I don't think my hair looks that hideous today," you overhear me and accuse me of being proud or conceited.



But honestly... I'm just trying to think of possible reasons that I shouldn't kill myself. 

My friend thinks I'm a bookworm, always hanging out at Borders all the time.



Secretly, I slip post-its into books complimenting people who open them.

Today, I saw an anorexic girl open a book about eating disorders, and grin at a little green compliment stuck to the page.

it was my post it!!!!!!

My friend thinks I'm a bookworm, always hanging out at Borders all the time.



Secretly, I slip post-its into books complimenting people who open them.

Today, I saw an anorexic girl open a book about eating disorders, and grin at a little green compliment stuck to the page.

It was my post-it. 

Most of my friends are confused by why I love school so much.



I always say that its because I get to see my friends everyday.

The truth? I'm able to escape the verbal and mental abuse my entire family lashes out on me.

I have never felt so worthless in a place as I do in my own home.