adamlevinewanna_be

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Hey, my name is Ryan. I am 13 years old and turn 14 on March 14th. I've gone through so many tough things, the last resulting in some legal troubles, ever since then i would cry all night listening to the most depressing songs and  wanting to never go back to see the girl that I loved the most. Whenver I see her face she gives me the most hurt look ever and she stares at me until she leaves. Everytime I think about it I want to break down and talk to my friends and just sit in my room and die. So now, as away to releive my stress and depression, I decided I would express myself through writing. I love reading everyone's quotes and I wish I wasn't depressed half the time when i read them because i can turn a happy thing into a dark evil phrase of words. This year I thought I found my true love but turns out I guess it wasn't true. Then I met another girl but we are having some trouble and I'm trying to fix that. My favorite color is Green, I play two instruments, the Clarinet and Oboe. If you don't know what an Oboe is Google it. Right now I am dealing with hardships, making stupid decisions and am constantly losing my anger. I am also constantly bullied, and I'm one to use the most realest fake smiles. People call me gay, a faggot, fat ass and just plain ugly. I don't sleep because I am depressed, I don't eat because I don't want to either because I'm very ugly and fat so yeah. :/  If you have any idea on what I could do to help me please tell me. I don't like therapists or Doctors so leave those options out. Thank You!