adg9198

Status: Keep Calm and Listen To Music
Joined: June 18, 2011
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 184656
Location: New York
Gender: F
Hello sexual;)
I'm Alexandra, but no one ever calls me that. It's usually; Alex, Al, Gould, Gouldie or Gouldielocks.
I am 14 years old.
My life revolves around music. I play the trumpet and baritone and I'm DYING to learn how to play piano and saxophone. I'm in marching band, jazz band, town band, and concert band. I'm a band geek.
I'm extremely outgoing. I love to act crazy and do weird things. I love going places, doing things. I hate sitting inside all day.
Everything happens for a reason. Right?
I believe in happy endings. They just don't always happen.
I'm a realistic thinker.
I hope, but I don't expect.
I'm a country girl, but I love the city life.
Everyone in my life changes me a little, but I'm still who I want to be.
A little fun never hurt anyone.
Live life on the wild side.
Who needs boys? I have my girls.

Quotes by adg9198



Wow, I haven't been on witty in months.
This is honestly crazy, to go back through all my old quotes and remember the pain, happiness, feeling, and person behind them.

I have a secret
A secret I've been hiding since February. No one knows. Not a single person. And I'm scared to tell someone. I feel like, if I do, they'll look at me differently, think of me differently, treat me differently. I want to let it out. But I don't have anyone to let it out to. And I feel lost and alone.
 

 

 

I don't get it.


I don't get how people can be so cruel to others. How people can purposely hurt, bring down, and harrass other people; and not feel a thing. Bullies feel nothing, but the joy of bringing pain to others. They don't feel bad, they don't apologize. They enjoy it. And I don't understand it. People die, kill themselves, because of bullies every single day. Yet, you continue to do it. I bet you think, "She'll/He'll never do anything about it. I'm not doing anything that bad." You're wrong. You're so so wrong. You never know someone's breaking point. You never know how much someone can take. So why risk it? You could be the cause of someone taking their life. You. So why bother bullying?
I just don't get it.

 





I'll never
have a chance with him.

 

I love you so much
why can't you love me back?
why?
why am I not good enough?
is it my personality?
is it my looks?
is it my weight?
I'd do anything to be with you.
I'd change anthing to be with you.
I'd do whatever it takes for you to love me back.
I'll sail around the moon and back.
why can't you just love me?






 
the worst part about missing someone, is not knowing if they miss you too.


I'm so stupid.

I thought you were different. I thought yyou wouldn't leave me this time. I thought we would actually work. I thought you would treat me right this time.

I was so wrong. And so stupid for thinking that.




DON'T JUDGE ME FOR THIS.
YOU'VE DONE IT IN THE PAST TOO.
JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T ANYMORE, DOESN'T MAKE YOU BETTER THAN ME.
AT ONE POINT YOU WERE JUST LIKE ME.


 






(OneDirection)



I feel like everything is ripping apart at the seams,
and I'm the only one trying to sew things back together.



why don't you trust me?