Alpaca Prophet *

Status: Eat. My. Shorts.
Joined: December 28, 2014
Last Seen: 13 hours
Birthday: November 12
user id: 388793
Location: In a manic state of depression
Artist. Musician. Deviant. INFJ. Retro-punk.
Undecided Calvinist, Bifurious Emily Kisser.
Basketcase. Tumblr Trash. Manic Depressive.
Problematic. Pretentious Asshat.

"Basically Someone You Shouldn't Be Friends With"
Music I Like:
Imogen Heap, Eisley, ALT-J, FUN, Twenty 
One Pilots, Panic! At The Disco, Taylor Swift, 
Front Porch Step, Charlie Puth, No Outlet,
Halsey, Owl City (since 2007), Never Shout
Never, My Chemical Romance (MCR), 
 Sia,

The Killers, Jarrod Alonge, Childish Gambino, 
Rich Mullins, Green Day (any early 2000's
Punk band), Parks, Troye Sivan, Say Anything,
Modern Baseball, Blink 182, Social Repose
YouTubers I Like:
MyHarto, NigaHiga, chestersee, PewDiePie,
The Game Theorists, ExplosmEntertainment, 
Lindsey Stirling, Full of Eyes, RoseEllenDix, 
Vlogbrothers, Cyarin, OnisionSpeaks, Paint,
Emmablackery, Zeldaxlove64 RIP
Things you Should Ask me:
My music Taste, My interests, Whether the
Earth we live in is one giant Capri Sun™ and
the Moon and Sun are the hole for the Straw, 

If you want to talk to me about struggles go
ahead but I can't garuntee I'll help at all.,
What the song on my profile means to me

My Favorite Songs as of Now:
Mr. Brightside [The Killers]

Wow, I can get Sexual too! [Say Anything]
@chl03k [Modern Baseball]
SING [My Chemical Romance]
The Light Behind Your Eyes [My Chemical Romance]
Track 3 [No Outlet]
Your Love Broke Through [Keith Green]
A Rose For Zelda [Unknown]
December [Neck Deep]

Hourglass[Catfish and the Bottlemen]
 

Quotes by Alpaca Prophet *

"Dear Jamie,
The only justice is love. Just let it go. You don't have to
write back. You don't have to explain. This is not about
being right. There is something true inside the song you
can't stop listening to. You don't feel at home anywhere,
but you feel at home when Aaron sings that song.
Someone calling you a criminal does not make you a
criminal, just as someone calling you a hero does not
make you a hero. Nobody gets to name you. Find your
identity in the one true place. If someone gives you
something, then takes it back--that's okay. If someone
says something or sees something, and then they don't--
it's okay. Do not be like some broken lawyer making the
same arguement over and over again, always reaching
for rewind. Guilt and regret, those are awful places.
You know that."

~
Jamie Tworkowski






Madness is the emergency exit,
to the burning building we call life.


Do you understand that
the person inside my head hates
me more than you ever could?  
And that sometimes they decide 
Who weilds our Weapons.







I'm sorry I'm intuitive,
but still can't tell if you're saying no.
I'm sorry I have major Anxiety,
but act confidently in things i don't know.
 
I'm sorry I'm so Tall,
and that my Pride is Taller.
I'm sorry my heart is small,
and that my patience is Smaller.
 
I'm sorry I can't feel you,
but pretend that It's Your fault.
I'm sorry my House is Hell,
but expect you to enjoy it all.


It's incredible how an error of thinking in your Worldview,
can be a matter of Life or Death.
 





You can't erase Words with a Kiss
;

Step out of from the rafters,
put on your wing tipped shoes and fly
Come to your lover,
out from your feathery covers,
and learn to be Alive.

 

*I usually don't do Surveys but what the heck
I screwed up 81% of my teenage life

[] Kissed someone before dating
[x] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum
[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3
[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school just because you felt like it
[] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7
[] Got your mum, dad, SISTER etc to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 11
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
Total so far: 14
[] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[x] Broke the dress code 
[x] Failed a class [most of them]
[x] Ate food during class
Total so far: 18
[x] Been called the worst student
[x] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[x] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
Total so far: 22
[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind their back
[x] Copied homework
[x] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal/dean 
[]Thrown food in the lunch room
Total so far: 27
Multiply by 3 for a total.
Post as "I have screwed up ...% of my teenage life
 
I feel broken,
my speech, emotions, and mind.
words go unspoken 'cause my mind can't compose it.
Now my thoughts get left behind...
 
...I can't ignore it.
If I compared my words to pond,
I'd be a ruin, dried up in confusion.
never able to move beyond.
 
I need to try,
for years I've wallowed away.
I need to touch the sky but this mountain I won't climb.
fear of failure is my dismay.
 
[Journal Entry #29]

 

I'm broKen DarlIng, return me to my
I'm broken DarLing, return to
Maker I'm brok-return me DarLing
I'm broken
return me
to my
Maker
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