Alpaca Prophet *

Status: Eat. My. Shorts.
Joined: December 28, 2014
Last Seen: 6 hours
Birthday: November 12
user id: 388793
Location: In a manic state of depression
Artist. Musician. Deviant. INFJ. Retro-punk.
Undecided Calvinist, Bifurious Emily Kisser.
Basketcase. Tumblr Trash. Manic Depressive.
Problematic. Pretentious Asshat.

"Basically Someone You Shouldn't Be Friends With"
Music I Like:
Imogen Heap, Eisley, ALT-J, FUN, Twenty 
One Pilots, Panic! At The Disco, Taylor Swift, 
Front Porch Step, Charlie Puth, No Outlet,
Halsey, Owl City (since 2007), Never Shout
Never, My Chemical Romance (MCR), 

The Killers, Jarrod Alonge, Childish Gambino, 
Rich Mullins, Green Day (any early 2000's
Punk band), Parks, Troye Sivan, Say Anything,
Modern Baseball, Blink 182, Social Repose
YouTubers I Like:
MyHarto, NigaHiga, chestersee, PewDiePie,
The Game Theorists, ExplosmEntertainment, 
Lindsey Stirling, Full of Eyes, RoseEllenDix, 
Vlogbrothers, Cyarin, OnisionSpeaks, Paint,
Emmablackery, Zeldaxlove64 RIP
Things you Should Ask me:
My music Taste, My interests, Whether the
Earth we live in is one giant Capri Sun™ and
the Moon and Sun are the hole for the Straw, 

If you want to talk to me about struggles go
ahead but I can't garuntee I'll help at all.,
What the song on my profile means to me

My Favorite Songs as of Now:
Mr. Brightside [The Killers]

Wow, I can get Sexual too! [Say Anything]
@chl03k [Modern Baseball]
SING [My Chemical Romance]
The Light Behind Your Eyes [My Chemical Romance]
Track 3 [No Outlet]
Your Love Broke Through [Keith Green]
A Rose For Zelda [Unknown]
December [Neck Deep]

Hourglass[Catfish and the Bottlemen]

Alpaca Prophet *'s Favorite Quotes

dear aunt sharon ,
i miss you like crazy there a part of me says your in a better place
use your not in pain but it still hurts i think about you every day
and it hurts more because everyone says i look like u
and yes i want to look like you cause your beauitful woman but man do i miss you
i know you cant see this or here me but if you are listening I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and  miss you like crazy ...
and want you to know that i have growed up so much i am about to
be 21 years old ...  and i hope you would be proud of me
am married now sorry you missed my big day you were in my heart the
whole time i love you and want you too know i miss you alot
and someday i will see you in heaven
you will never be forgotten
love ... jojo

"love is not mean. people are
when they say they love you and then hurt you.
when they make you
feel special and then drop you like you meant
nothing. when they find a way
to unlock your heart and then lose
the key."

I watch my friends try to fill their empty spaces with other people.
Their eager hands against warm chests.
Masters of the art of stealing hearts.

I tell them that bandages on smooth skin can’t stop internal bleeding.

But every relationship is another attempt at healing.
And they keep finding new mouths to kiss;
new hands to hold and new people to call medicine.

No point even trying to fight this, it kinda feels like it's love -MC
nobody cares if you're suicidal but everyone cares if you die.
1. Name: Sydney
2. Age: 17
3.Height: 5'4
4. Date of Birth: 3.1.1999
5. Eye Color: Blue-Grey
6. Religion: Lutheran
7. Sexuality: Straight

8. Hair Color: Brown
. Eye Color: Blue-Grey
10. Weight: 121 lbs
11. Skin Tone: Tanned
12. Piercings/Tattoos: Ears pierced
13. Jewelry: Necklaces

15. Funny or Serious? Both
16. Hard working or lazy? Depends
17. Flirty or reserved? Reserved
18. What is the first thing people notice about your personality? I'm anxious about everything
19. Are you more caring or sympathetic? I'd say both
20. Are you sporty, artistic, bookworm or sciency? Sciency

Have You Ever
21. Slapped someone in the face? Yes
22. Lost touch with a good friend? Yep
23. Kissed someone for a dare? Nope
24. Drank alcohol? Nope
25. Broke a bone? Yes
26. Got chickenpox? Nope
27. Ate a whole pizza to yourself? No
28. Stepped on a bug? Yep
29. Rode a horse? No
30. Been seen naked by someone not your doctor or family member? No
How Many
31. TVs are in your house? 5
32. People have you kissed? 2
33. Chairs are in the room you are in now? 2
34. Best friends do you have? 3
35. PCs or laptops are in your house? 4
This or That?
36. Summer or Winter? Summer
37. Strawberry or Banana? stawberries
38. Justin Bieber or Taylor Swift? Taylor Swift
39. Eminem or Kanye West? Kanye West
40. Vegetables or Fruits? vegetables
41. Books or Movies? Books
42. Hugs or Kisses? Kisses
43. Rock or Pop? Pop

Name The Last Person That...
44. Hugged you? Elise

45. Kissed you? Joe
46. Thanked you? Elise
47. Flirted with you? Joe
48. Insulted you? Abby
49. Made you laugh? Elise
50. Made you cry? Kaden
51. Ate? Chocolate Peanut Butter Fudge
52. Drank? Lemonade
53. Talked to? My mom
54. Word Spoke? Rosie (my dogs name)
55. Time cried? Two days ago
56. Time laughed? Last night with my friends
57. Best friend? Alexa
58. Crush? Keith
59. Boyfriend? Joseph
60. Pet? Betty my fish
61. Kiss? Isroil

I just stumbled upon this website after 4 years and this is something I filled out then. It is really interesting to see how you change and stay the same in some ways throughout high school.

Remember to flash the toilet

When love becomes
The one thing you can't trust
The stars start falling down
In silver trails of dust

The atmosphere above
Is a glimmer of what it was

The moon reflects the sun
Like a memory of us

When the sky fell down
It shattered on the ground.

"You both are made for each other."

"How do you know?"

"Because you guys don't look at each other with butterflies and happiness. You look at each other with reality but at the same time, there's a fairytale awaiting you."

~ E. Grin

They amputated
your thighs off my hips.
As far as I’m concerned
they are all surgeons. All of them.

They dismantled us
each from the other.
As far as I’m concerned
they are all engineers. All of them.
A pity. We were such a good
and loving invention.
An airplane made from a man and wife.
Wings and everything.
We hovered a little above the earth.
We even flew a little.