I cant pretend that..
i dont miss you. i dont miss
everything. i dont miss memories. i dont miss laughs. i dont miss
stress. i dont miss hugs. i dont miss texts. i dont miss
love. i dont miss hard times. i dont miss comfort. i dont miss
feeling. i dont miss friendship. i dont miss happiness. i
dont miss emotion. i dont miss closeness. i dont miss how we
were. i dont miss us.
i need some
advice..
i have this boyfriend. he's super amazing
and he really is a great guy. Lately, though, i feel like i
honestly dont know who he his. he makes up shitttty excuses and
hardly talks to me. he's extremely busy with hockey and im
extremely busy with basketball but i always seem to find time to
send him a quick "hey" text whenever i can. he doesnt
ever do that. he was one of those guys who used to text me every
morning at 6:40 because he knew that that was the time i got up,
even though his school started an hour before mine. he never ever
missed a "goodnight :]" text either, but now, i never
get them. its rare if i talk to him everyday anymore. we live a
good half an hour away from each other and neither one of us has
our license. hanging out is extremely difficult and it is a lot
of planning if we want to. i havent seen him in over 50 days..
ive texted him after every single one of my games too, telling
him how we did and what not. all he ever has to say anymore is,
"nice." and thats it. i feel like he doesnt care about
me anymore and when i ask him, he turns it around so that im the
one who wants to end this thing. i dont know what to do. what do
you guys think? my friends used to like him but now, they say
he's giving them every reason not too. i dont know what to do
anymore, im fed up with everything.. :/
buuuuut to add a twist onto the whole situation, i have this
great guy best friend. he's been there for me through
everything and i can trust him 100%. i know he's got my back
and i have his. i help him with his lady troubles frequently and
he tries to give me advice about my bf issues. he doesnt know
what to say either though. thats not the point, anyways..
we've been talking alot lately and hanging out at school and
at games and stuff. we just had a pretty deep talk last night
about this girl that played him and how i dont like her. he then
randomly asked me if i liked him. i had a talk with my friends
about how they all want me to date him and what not. even, my
friends bf thinks so. i personally think itd be awkward but they
dont see it that way. i told him about the talk we had and he
said that if it were to happen in the future, he wouldnt mind. i
got butterflies, which scares me. i reallly like my boyfriend but
im afraid that if he doesnt act quickly, my bestfriend my swoop
in. :/
so, what im asking of you ladies or guys, is to give me advice on
what i should do about my boyfriend or tell me about something
that relates to you and how you fixed it.. its greatly
appreciated.
&&thankyou if you're still reading this.
:]
i have a question
for you..
i havent got my first
kiss yet and i currently have a boyfriend of three months. im
pretty freaked out about the whole thing. some people are telling
me that i should hurrry and do it already and then others are
telling me to wait it out, because it'll be so much
better. im scared that i'll do the wrong thing though
or i just wont know what to do at alllll. :/ can i get some
advice from you ladies? it would be greatly appreciated, thats
for sure. i just need some guidance so i can relax a bit.
:]
thankyahhh.
:D