SOMETIMES i want to just disappear.
i feel unwanted or left out.
i make myself feel that way.
i chose to be left out.
AM i making the right choices?
i losing friends for this?
i don't like the feeling i knowing my
limits.
My limits are strong and i am committed to this relationship.
I can't risk heartbreak because i want to have fun.
There are many ways to have fun, be free and party.
My friends might not think so but i am in love.
I DON'T NEED to have fun to know what i want.
to impress guys or find that
spotlight.
i already caught
someone's eye.
i found my click.
Why show off some girl i am not.
Because that's how all girls act.
When they are desperate for attention.
I was one of them.
I craved compliments.
I craved the persuasion.
All of my decisions have left me where i am now.
I AM happy.
content.
in love.
Who says we need to have fun to find out what we want.
Sometimes it's better when you let it find you.
-alibreines