Here are the things
I want for you.
I want you to be happy. I want someone else to know the
warmth
of your smile, to feel the way I did when I was in your
presence.
I want you to know how happy you once made me and though
you
really did hurt me, in the end, I was better for it. I
don't know if
what we had was love but if it wasn't, I hope never to fall
in love.
Because of you, I know am too fragile to bear it.
I want you to remember my lips beneath your fingers and how
you
told me things you never told another soul. I want you to
know
that I have kept sacred, everything you had entrusted in me and
I
always will.
Finally, I want you to know how sorry I am for pushing you
away
when I only meant to bring you closer. And if I ever felt like
home
to you, it was because you were safe with me. I want you to
know
that most of
all.