alliee_xx

Dear Emily,
Hey little sister.
How is everything up there?
Hope you said hi to Grandpa for me.
Things down here are the same as when you left
Except its a lot calmer, too calm.
I havent been to the hospital since
the day you passed away.
I hope Grandpa found you when you got there.
I hope you too are having a great time.
I hope your looking over me,
& i hope you miss me as much as i miss you.
I miss you bothering me.
I miss you sitting next to me at dinner.
& i know it might be hard for you to believe,
but i actually miss the chaos in the house.
Now its just quiet and eerie all the time.
But not today because...
TODAY'S YOUR 11TH BIRTHDAY!
Happy Birthday Sissy.
I promised you i would never forget.
Of course i wouldnt, how could i ever?
Were going to your favorite restruant tonight,
the really expensive pub in town.
Were celebrating tonight, all of us.
Were celebrating your painless afterlife.
Were celebrating your birthday,
and were celebrating you.
I wonder what you and Grandpa will do tonight.
Probably be at the dinner table with us,
But only in spirit right?
I wish you and Grandpa were actually here.
Well, since youve been gone,
I made some new friends.
Emily and Sarah are now potheads
so ive been hanging with Kristin alot.
I have a boyfriend too.
& i think hes gonna be here for awhile.
His name is Nick, and i love him.
I know you would love him too.
I havent been getting good grades lately.
Mom limited my cell and my computer.
But honestly, thats not helping.
I still have bad grades.
ALSO, while youve been gone,
i have raised ALOT of money
for AML foundations and charities.
But i didnt raise it all by myself.
My Witty Friends have helped me also.
The day you died, I made a quote...
And told the girls that if they liked or commented
I would put in one or five dollars.
The quote was a huge success,
and has helped me not give up on my goal...
of raising $5,000!
I'm almost there though.
I've raised over $1,500 so far...
and im not giving up
until ive reached the whole $5,000.
So sissy, I just want you to know
your always on my mind...
Happy Birthday Little Girl.
I love and miss you so much.
Just for her birthday, can we get 100 favs?