alyXbabee
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I'm on the border of giving up, and seeing how much more I can take...
Joined: November 11, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: September 5
user id: 237182
Location: Pittsburgh, PA
Gender: F
Joined: November 11, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: September 5
user id: 237182
Location: Pittsburgh, PA
Gender: F
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It looks like you have stumbled upon my witty profile. Let me introduce myself, I'm Alyson, Aly for short. I live in a small town just south of Pittsburgh. I am currently 15 years young and going into my junior year of high school. I plan on going to college for special education. I am in my high school's marching band, I twirl the flags. Nobody likes our band because we get first place in everything. We do better than our football team. Well enough about that. I have so many people that I could thank for all their help with me. If you didn't know I used to self harm. I recently quit and am going to stay cut free forever. I have saved a few people's lives, one including my best friend from kindergarden. My favorite bands/singers are: Parachute, The Cab, Cady Groves, Mayday Parade, All Time Low, Demi Lovato, Green Day, and many, many more. I believe that I was put on this earth to help people and listen to people. So if you ever need someone I will ALWAYS be here. And lastly, I'm single and proud of it. I always get my hopes up with boys. But that's okay because eventually the right one will come along. Well now that I've typed a novel I will go. Goodbye fellow wittians, I love you <3
Below you will see a picture of me, and a picture of my color guard family.
Below you will see a picture of me, and a picture of my color guard family.
| Major Depression: | High |
| Dysthymia: | Moderate |
| Bipolar Disorder: | Slight |
| Cyclothymia: | High-Moderate |
| Seasonal Affective Disorder: | Extremely High |
| Postpartum Depression: | N/A |
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A few months ago, if you would have asked me where I saw
myself in the future, I would have told you that I did not see
myself here at all. If you would have asked me what I thought of
myself, I would have told you that I thought I was the biggest
waste of space out there, that i didn't deserve to be here,
that I was ugly and fat, that nobody was here for me ever, or
that I was alone. That's what depression does to you. I was
diagnosed with depression on January 23, 2013. But I did not
start getting help until I started to recover on my own. You see,
I started dating this guy Aaron. He means everything to me guys.
Anyways, I made a promise to him, and myself that I would stop
self-harming completely. So far I have kept that promise. I mean
don't get me wrong, I still have thoughts of suicide and
self-harm, but relapse is always a part of recovery. Right? I
mean I still think down on myself CONSTANTLY, but what girl
doesn't? Society has drilled an image into all of our brains
on what is to be considered "the perfect image". But I
am now aware that I am beautiful the way I am, no matter what
anybody says. I am living proof that things will get better.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please,
if you ever have suicidal thoughts, self-harm, have an
eating disorder, or just want to talk, please do not hesitate to
talk to me. Stay Strong <3~
My mom found my tumblr. She found out how depressed I am. She's
taking me to therapy. I'm finally getting help.
♥♥♥
I can't help but think about this. I was ten years old when I went to a therapist for the first time. I was diagnosed with depression. But my mom thought she was lying so I never went back. I can't stop thinking about why my mom would do that. I have gotten worse in those six years. I wonder what would have happened if I actually got the help that I needed from that therapist after finding out I have depression.
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