alyssa69

HERE'S TO

ANOTHER YEAR


pretending I like all of you people ;)

I don't want to feel ugly anymore

I don't want to wake up in the morning and look in the mirror just to find another revolting reflection. I don't want to have to change seven times because I look unattractive in half of my clothes. I don't want to be afraid to wear a bikini anymore. I don't want to worry if i ran out of makeup because if I didn't wear and I'd look disgusting. I don't want to constantly feel the need to look at a mirror, not out of vain, but to make sure that I'm at least decent looking and not ugly like I know i really am. I don't want to question if I should eat that day or not because it might help me drop a pound. I want to be beautiful. I want to be naturally attractive and have a gorgeous body. I want to wake up and feel confident that I'm pretty. I hate having this body, but I hate having this low self confidence of mine even more.