amariee_xx

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& this quote is for the girls;
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who wake up at 3:00 am; thinking about him
who miss his hugs
who keep their phone next to them at all times hoping he will text
who spend hours trying to figure out how to impress him
who are dying to text him late at night after a nightmare; but know he wont listen
» who cant get his stupid voice out of their head «
who realized the hard way that things are never as they seem
who get sick to their stomach reading his facebook posts on her wall
who hate watching him likee her
hes going to be missing you one day   

It was all just a fun game to you .
You found it strange there was one girl who wasn't obsessed with you like everyone else .
So you go and play her .
You turn on your charms but it doesn't work on her .
It was time for Plan B .
You decided to play the 'there's a shy boy underneath all this bravado' .
You did it .
You made her believe you .
You wanted something new while you were in town so you thought
'Hmm why not play her a little for the next 2 months im here' .
This is fun .
It's different than everything else I've done before' .
You dig a deeper hole for her to fall into with each passing day .
And then one day after all your sleepovers , cute texts , & the way she smiled at you
you realized she's in love .
Mission accomplished .
This game is boring now since you already won .
You move on to another city find another chick and let her cry .
But we can't blame it on you .
You're a player , it's your job to play girls like puppets .
It's her fault that she fell for it .
Fell for it like every other girl .
Congratulations , you won .
Here's a trophy for your big accomplishment .
Nicely played .   

& today is the day she ;
--> stopped caring.
she's not walking away, she's
RUNNING AWAY
she's not giving up, she's just DONE.
done with the LIES ,
done with the hurt ,
& done with
YOU
you thought you beat her down ,
you thought you made her weak
but you only made her
STRONGER
she's leaving boy,
with no regrets & no goodbyes
today is the day she stopped giving a d a m n

that talk ...
girls you know what im talking about ,
whither its a text message or face to face ,
maybe it happened over the phone ,
the one that leaves you speechless ,
your not sure if you should be angry or sad ,
the talk that causes you to turn your music up
as loud as it goes and just ^{scream into your pillow},
the one that leaves you sitting on the edge of your
bed crying wishing nothing more then the pain to end ,
the one you never seen coming ,
and at that moment your just wishing you could
delete it out of your head and pretend it didnt happen..
I know exactly how that feels. 

you'll be sorry you left ,
because by the time I get over you ,
ill not only be a better me but a stronger me ,
one day you'll be hearing about it ,
seeing it ,
& wishing you had allll back .  

Maybe I do overreact when I don't hear from you ,
but honestly im not usually like this ,
with you it's a different circumstance ,
because before I met you ,
I didn't give a d a m n about anyone. 

& nobody knows
that she thinks about him before she goes to sleep ,
she has this one song that she listens to all the time just because it reminds her of him ,
none of her friends know she checks his facebook all the time ,
who would ever think that the one girl who appears to like no one ,
has had her heart set on this one boy since the moment she met him. 

I bet I know you better then you think ;
your a teenage girl
sometimes you feel beautiful
sometimes you don't
you spend your nights creeping his facebook
& all your status updates are about him
meanwhile he acts clueless about it
you listen to music that reminds you of him
you fill up your witty with quotes about him
& you wonder if someday he will realize..
well let me tell you something ,
maybe he will maybe he wont ,
if he does great
if not then clearly he don't deserve you ,
don't get down over one person
because somewhere out there
someone is falling in love with your smile
and feels the same way about you
that you feel about this " special boy "
don't let him be your downfall.