amaryllisxwinthrop

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Joined: July 10, 2011
Last Seen: 5 years
Birthday: June 9
user id: 192955
Location: funk, nebraska
Gender: F

About Me
Hello there, my name is Erin. I'm just your average teenage girl, or whatever you'd consider average lol. I have great friends (check out LovelyLittleMind, OliviaLee,and lenak0902), a boyfriend whom I love so much, and a great family. I can be a little...very depressive,and crazy at times. But I guess you could say I'm "a little odd, but charming." 
I love everything to do with the arts, they're just so amazing! I like writing,reading,drawing,singing,dancing,and acting. The arts are just my life pretty much. Especially music.
Anyway, I'm gonna let you continue on your lovley day. Have a nice happy life!

P.S. I love you
Songs That I Relate To Today
Hate Me-Blue October
All Shook-Elvis Presley
Awake and Alive-Skillet
Bruised and Scarred-Mayday Parade
Bulletproof-Family Force 5
City-Hollywood Undead
Dance with the Devil-Breaking Benjamin
All I Want-A Day To Remember
The Death of Me-City and Colour
Die Trying
Don't Worry About Me-Break Ke Baad
Hear Me Now-Hollywood Undead
Here We Are-Breaking Benjamin
Tomorrow Will Be Kinder
Scar Tissue-Red Hot Chili Peppers
Still Breathing-Mayday Parade
Innocent-Taylor Swift
Tied Together With A Smile-Taylor Swift
Tubthumping-Chumbawamba
Would It Matter-Skillet



 

 

Quotes by amaryllisxwinthrop

And I  never said I was right.
                 W E L L  I' M  P R O B A B L Y  T H E   O N E  I N  T H E  W R O N G.
THE VOICES are telling me I can't
  always be this strong 
     stickanstones,
MAY BREAK YOUR BONES   
              bUWORDS 
   CUT JUSLIKKNIVES.

 



 




yelling at me?
yeah, that's nowhaI'calit

                                                                                                                                                                                  

 

                                                                                                                                                                                  

 

 


Don't promise me anything 
show me


 

 


I'm sorry. I'm sorry Mom, that I'm not the little girl I used to be. I grew up. I learned the lessons of this cold harsh world. I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry that I'm not as sweet anymore, that I'm not happy anymore, that I'm always stressed. I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry that sometimes I take out all of this stress on you, I'm sorry I snap at you, use attitude with you, forget to hug you or give you a smile. I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry that sometimes I forget you aren't always going to be here to do my laundry, give me a ride, help. I'm sorry that sometimes I forget my pleases and thank yous. I'm sorry that sometimes I treat you different than I do Dad. You've always known I was growing up, that I was different, I can't let him know. If I can't be Mommy's little girl I at least wanna be Daddy's Princess...even if it's only a few more years. I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry that after the 12 hour days I have that I can sound grouchy with you, I'm sorry you dont understand I simply can't communicate with you, or anyone else. I'm sorry Mom, that I'm not the daughter you wish I was. I'm sorry that everything I give isn't enough. I'm sorry that after swim, school, orchestra, chorus, homework, and everything else I have to remember to be happy to you, and polite, but I always forget. I'm sorry Mom, that I'm always so forgetful. There's so many fights I could have prevented if I had remembered what you told me. I'm sorry Mom, that I'm not your little girl anymore. I'm sorry I grew up...




C'mon, C'mon, 
                                   
 with              everything              falling               down             around             me
                                    I'D LIKE TO BELIEVE IN                [x]  [x]  [x]

       »ALL THE

         POSSIBILITIES
 

WITH A KISS ON THE CHEEK
and a knife in my BACK
 ((CUTTING  DEEPER THAN I'VE EVER BEEN CUT B E F O R E)) 
 and my trust has been ties in a brown paper bag,
& like a prank that's been left on the step by the door.
 

No matter what I do
part of my heart will belong to
both of you


 








 Life begins

          where       ||||||||||||||||||||||x
 

 { YOUR COMFORT ZONE ENDS.


 





It has been


tewholmonth s


since I last cut

and four since i last 
self harme


I couldnt be more proud

 


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